She flushed. “No,” she said.
“Why not?” I asked.
“Because we didn’t ok,” she said.
I don’t understand why this girl isn’t having sex. She is beautiful. She was always the sought after, popular one and I was always compared to her by my peers. Reese is breathtaking, but yet very shy, and modest, and private.
I’m pretty too in that wholesome way, but I’m far from the girl next door. I talk freely about sexuality and I’m confident and a little in your face.
I always wished I had a sister growing up. Reese and I were very close especially after Missy left. I know it was hard for her to deal with and that’s when we were thick as thieves. I feel sometimes that she and I are closer than I am with Zac and she is with Isaac, yet I still feel that she is hiding something from me.
I look at her and I see this deeply troubled soul. I look at her life and think. She has a husband whose love for her radiates off of him everyday. And three amazing children and she is troubled. Sure her parents were a little crazy, but they couldn’t have been that bad.
I have Shane who is my life and his father my husband Elmer who is in jail. And Zac is just the most wonderful guy I ever could have asked for and he just loves Shane. But I can’t marry Zac until I divorce Elmer, and Elmer will be getting out soon and I don’t know how to explain to Shane that he has two daddies.
Besides even if I did divorce him, it’s not like Zac has asked me yet. Sometimes I think he is afraid. I don’t doubt his commitment to Shane, because I know he wants to adopt him, but sometimes I think the thought of marrying me scares him.
I don’t know. And his laziness is a whole other issue, but even with a messed up situation like that. I am happy. I love my life. I thank God every day for his many blessings and I thank him for keeping Shane safe. I just wonder what goes on in that head of hers sometimes.
“Your thighs are amazing. I wish I had legs like that,” Faye said.
“Yeah and I wish I had your stomach and tiny waist and your hair,” I said.
“Oh stop you’re the model in the family. Look at your lips and doe eyes. You know I was always jealous of you because you are so beautiful,” Faye said from the treadmill next to me.
“I could never be a model. You have perfect cheekbones and alabaster skin, and gorgeous eyes. You look like a goddess,” I said.
“Hey ladies both of you are quite desirable,” Chris said as he approached us with Tom and Dennis two other roadies.
Tom and Dennis surrounded Faye and Chris stood right in front of me. I felt like I was squirming inside. The sight of him makes me sick to my stomach. I felt like my skin was crawling. “Look at these hot legs of yours,” Chris said as he ran his fingers along my skin.
Those bastards turned the speed all the way up, so they could see her breasts bouncing and they had their hands on the emergency break, so that she couldn’t pull it out and stop. “Look at those hot tits,” Dennis said.
Faye looked disgusted. “So tell me precious did you get fucked last night?” Chris said.
That word made me cringe. He used to call me precious all the time when he raped me in his so called loving way. “That’s none of your business,” I said.
“That means no. Why do you stay with him when he is impotent?” Chris said.
“My daughter was scared last night and she slept in our bed,” I said, not that I felt that he deserved any type of explanation.
“Aww the retarded one,” he said.
His words stung me like 100 bees. I could feel hot tears form. “She is autistic,” I said as I kicked him.
But unfortunately I hit his thigh. He grabbed my hair roughly and pulled me off of the bike and that’s when I could see the other two guys drag Faye into some corner somewhere. “Get up you whore,” he said and a moment later I could feel his fist connect with my jaw.
My head spun back for a moment and I felt dizzy. Once, my eyes were able to focus again I put my hand to my face and I felt a trickle of blood dripping from the corner of my mouth. I could feel him slam me against the wall. “Where’s your husband now?” he said as he put his hands over my breasts and began to caress them rather roughly. “One touch of your skin and it sets my pecker on fire,” he said.
I could feel the vile rising in my throat. I didn’t know how I was going to get out of this. I don’t think I was ever this scared.
“Come on. If you hurry up, we can catch a glimpse of them on the treadmill before they move on to the weight machines,” I said.
We were on our way to the cafeteria so I could get my cappuccino. “Isaac that’s kind of pathetic. They are going to know that we just want to spy on them and watch their tits bounce,” Zac said.
“Hey I want a cappuccino and the gym just happens to be on the way, there is nothing wrong with taking a peek,” I said.
We reached the gym and were trying to pass by it rather nonchalantly and then they caught my eye. “That’s Reese. Who’s that guy?” I said pressed against the glass.
“It looks like Chris,” Zac said.
“He has his god damn hands all over her,” I said.
I was so angry that I almost couldn’t see. I opened the door and ran to him. I grabbed him by his shirt and slammed him against the wall. “You keep your hands off my wife,” I yelled.
“She wanted me. I’m sorry,” he said.
I looked over at Reese for a moment and I could see that she was bleeding. “Did you hit her?” I said angrily.
I knew my blood pressure was sky high and I felt as if my veins would burst. “No, she hit her head,” he said.
I slammed him against the wall again. “Did he hit you?” I asked my wife.
Reese nodded. I pulled him off the wall and threw him to the ground. “Isaac no, he isn’t worth it,” Reese said.
But I honestly didn’t care what she wanted at that moment. Nobody was going to disrespect and abuse my wife nobody.
I couldn’t find her. I was frantic now. Searching everywhere I could. “Zac help,” I heard her tiny voice reply.
I could feel the adrenaline rush. I followed the voice and I could see Chris and Dennis who were both exposed surrounding Faye who was on her knees in the corner next to the dance studio. They were putting their penis up to her face trying to get them in her mouth and rubbing their slimy bodily fluid on face. “AAAGGHHHHH,” I said as I charged them.
I grabbed both of them by the collars and I bashed their heads together. They fell to the ground and I picked Faye up and hugged her. Then, Dennis got back up and came at me. I don’t know what came over me at that moment. I think it was an outer body experience. I leapt into the air and kicked him in the jaw. “Yaaaghh,” I yelled as my foot connected with his jaw and he fell back onto the ground.
Once I landed I looked back at Faye. “Are you okay?” I asked as I brushed the matted hair out of her face.
“Yeah I’m fine,” she said hugging me.
I pulled as close to me as I could and I went back over to where Isaac and Reese were. “That’s it. They are all fired,” Isaac said. “I’ve put up with enough.”
“Agreed,” I said.
“Let’s get out of here,” Faye said as she led the way out of the gym.
My body would be there, but I wouldn’t. I’ve trained myself to be like that, especially when Isaac really tries to make love to me. I either do my best to make it dirty or I leave my body.
I can’t lay with my own husband after sex. Forget lying with him, I can’t look at him or hear his voice for like ten minutes. I just have to wash the filth away. And I know it hurts him, but if I lay with him, it’ll really make me sick. It’s easier for me to avoid sex or just really be rough and make him talk dirty to me.
He doesn’t mind it which is good, but sometimes I get the feeling that he wants to really be soft and really caress me and love me and I can’t give him that and that makes me a horrible wife. I’ve never deserved someone as good as Isaac. “Hey, are you all right?” Isaac asked me.
“I’m fine. You saved me,” I said wrapping my arms around his neck and pressing my nose against his.
He pulled away. “I’m serious Reese,” he said.
“Me too. I’m fine,” I said giving him a smile.
He kissed me and unlocked the door to our room. I went into the bathroom immediately and shut the door behind me. I pulled my hair and stared at my reflection. I could almost still see his reflection behind me. He would always creep up behind me in my bathroom when he needed a quickie.
He told me I was good. I was a fast learner and that I can make men happy with my gifts. I’d try to get away and he’d drag me back in by my hair. That’s what he did on my thirteenth birthday.
My girlfriends were sleeping in my room, so I thought it was safe. I thought it’d be the one night that he wouldn’t touch me. He came up behind me and I gasped. I hurried for the door and he pulled me back to him by my hair. He then pushed me over the toilet and lifted my nightgown.
He pulled down my panties as tears rolled down my eyes and put his hand over my mouth to stifle my sobs and entered me forcefully. Not caring how small and delicate I was. He always told me, I was too young for sex, but not for sodomy.
I left my body and after a few minutes of his caress and what he called his loving touch and the way he kissed me, it was over. He pulled out and kissed me passionately. And then he left.
I dropped to my knees and cried wondering if I really was a bad Christian and whether or not this was punishment of some sort. Every year on my birthday he gives me a special gift because my body looks more and more like women.
What will it be next year? I wiped the tears away from eyes and stared into the mirror again and shook myself of the memory. “Honey is everything okay in there?” Isaac asked.
“Yeah, I’m fine, I’ll be right out,” I said.
I opened the door and Isaac pulled me into a hug. I went into my drawer and pulled out my pajamas. Silk shorts and a silk cami. I pulled off my gym shorts and I pulled the silk ones on, and then I took off my sports bra and pulled the cami over my head. I turned to face him. “Why don’t you just lie down? I’ll take of dinner and the kid’s baths, and I’ll make sure they are quiet for you,” Isaac said to me.
“Okay,” I said.
Chris spun around angrily. “You tell you’re brother this isn’t over,” he snapped and stormed off with his minions following him.
I looked at Paulie who looked back at me even more nervously. We hurried down the hall and knocked on Isaac and Zac’s adjoining rooms. Faye immediately grabbed Shane and kissed him. “Mommy I want cereal,” he whimpered.
“Okay baby,” Faye said.
I put Cameron down and she ran immediately to Isaac. He lifted her up and kissed her. “Did you have fun?”
“Yes,” she said.
“Listen guys, mommy is resting. She isn’t feeling well. Why don’t you go in the other room with Faye and watch TV?” Isaac said.
Reese always wants to be around the kids, something is definitely up. I looked at my brother and he was very tense. Zac walked into the hallway with Isaac and me and shut the door behind him. He reached into the large bag of chips he carried with him and crunched a handful of them, spilling most of it on his t-shirt. “What the hell is going on?” I asked.
“Oh?” Zac asked.
“Paulie and I were on our way back to the rooms with the kids and Chris and the guys were running down the hall and they nearly slammed into me. He was like ‘Tell your brother this isn’t over’,” I said.
Isaac looked really angry. “Those bastards put their hands on Reese and Faye,” Isaac said.
Zac nodded as he crunched his potato chips. “He’s had his eye on Reese for a long time,” I said.
“We fired them,” Zac finally popped in, but then returned to his chips.
“He is a monster,” Paulie said as he put his arm around Taylor.
“Is Reese okay?” I asked.
“She’s acting really weird. I don’t know what would have happened if we didn’t just happen to pass by, so I can only imagine how Reese must feel,” Isaac said.
“Is it all right if I go and see her,” I asked.
“Yeah, go ahead. I’m going to order dinner for us. You guys want Chinese?” he asked me.
I closed the door behind me and headed to Reese and Isaac’s room.
The whole room was dark and a figure loomed over her bed. “Wake up,” the man said.
Reese looked up and blinked back her tears. She knew what time it was. He ripped the blanket off got on top of her, kissing her all over her face and neck. She shuddered inside and tried to think of a million other things. “Come on, you know what I like,” he said.
Reese hesitated and he pulled her down until her mouth was around his member. She was starting to choke and he pushed her down a little further. Reese could feel the head ramming into the back of her throat and tears streamed down her cheeks. “Ughhh,” he groaned and pulled her off.
He kissed her lips and forced his tongue into her mouth and he ran his fingers over her clitoris and then over her entrance. He kissed her gently everywhere. “It’s a privelage for me to make love to you,” he said.
He pulled her panties down and entered her gently
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“Reese,” Taylor cried as he opened the door and ran to her.
“What happened?” he asked.
Reese was shaking. Isaac and Zac were only a moment behind them. Taylor tried to comfort Reese and she tensed up, and waved him away. Isaac went over to his wife and she clung to him for dear life. “Another bad dream?” he asked her.
“Yeah, it was about those guys,” she lied.
Isaac hugged her and got up to get a wet washcloth for her face. He blotted away her tears and her sweat. And handed her a glass of water. She sipped it and then smiled at him. “Thank you.”
“You just relax okay,” Isaac said.
“Zac and I will go and get the food okay,” Taylor said.
“I’m going to stay with Reese for a few minutes,” Isaac said.
“Yeah no problem,” Taylor said as he shut the door behind them.
Isaac slipped under the covers next to Reese and began stroking her hair and kissing her gently. “I really got scared today,” Isaac said.
“Me too,” she admitted.
“You’re okay though right? Because I will break his neck if he hurt you,” Isaac said.
“No, really I’m fine. Just a bit shaken up. It was today’s incident, combined with all the stress I’ve been under that made me have a dream like that,” she said.
“You’re really tense babe,” Isaac said as he began to massage her neck and shoulders.
“No, honey. You’re the one that needs a massage. You’re on stage every night. You must be tense,” she said.
“How many times do I have to tell you, this isn’t about me?” he said.
“That’s nonsense,” she said into the pillow.
She was really starting to relax and a few moments later she was asleep. Isaac slipped out of bed and bent down to kiss her. He went to join his family for dinner knowing that his wife would sleep peacefully and shut the door behind him.