Feelings, Christian or Not

Carol Dee Meeks

I am supposed to be a
Christian, but why do I
feel this way?
There are things inside me,
I’m too embarrassed to say.

Many times I feel just
like a hypocrite, and I
don’t like that feeling,
not a bit.

I hold a lot of anger inside.
I also have a lot of pride.

I don’t understand it, but
I know it’s there.
Please, Dear God, show me
You still care.

After all the things I
say and do,
I don’t feel worthy to
come to you.

I don’t have the peace
deep down inside
that we’re supposed to have
with you as our guide.

If I’ve not been saved,
please save me now.
Show me Lord.
Show me how, take over my down cast brow

and let me walk in your path,
grow each day;
so to heaven, I can feel, I can say,
I’m going there, I’m on my way.

© Carol Dee Meeks

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