I love you Sussy

I rise I sleep I continue to dream
Of the eyes that so brightly gleam
Like stars across the darkened sky
Her eyes put me to sleep like a lullaby
Day and Night I dream of you
At times I think "If only she knew"
Truelly how I love you so
I continue to think of ways to show
My love and respect for one so great
At times I feel it may be too late
But hope remains as is always said
and I feel this time I will use my head
I know I have caused you great grief
But just the same I know I can bring relief
To both our lives full with hardship
I know we can find happiness in this trip
Through our lives, past memories remind
me of the joy we shared and I aim to find
This happiness once more, but only with you
There is noone else that can get me through
Each day with such a happy feeling
Today I will begin the healing
Believe me Sussy when I say
Again will it not happen that I stray
From whom I am and who you know
Please Sussy just dont throw
Away what we have, I know its there
This love we had is so rare
All I ask is for you to believe
And give me a chance before you leave
You know its true I say it all the time
I love you Sussy and this is my rhyme