Robert Chase (11/30/2005 9:28:51 PM): Dear Lilith - We have grown apart since I last saw you. You left me for months, I thought you were never returning. I did mourn for you, for a while, don't think me a heartless bastard. But during the time you were away, someone else took my heart, and they have it now forever. I cannot be with you any longer. Besides, from what I have been hearing, you have found yourself another love as well. I suppose this was just not meant to be. I wish you health and happiness through your life. - Robert Chase
lilith_ravenclaw_keeper (11/30/2005 9:46:01 PM): Dear Chase,I don't know what you are talking about another love...but..I hope you will be very happy...Im sure you will want this-sighs,takes ring off and leaves it with note-
(Random thoughts of lastnight due to the fact I could not sleep.)
' I Wish '
Do you know what I think about all these nights when I can't sleep,sleep at all slowly I close my eyes my thought they fly away to you no matter what I do I wish I could turn back time back to the time when you were mine I wish I wish the day you went away never had happened baby I wish the stars in heaven would come down to me so I could give them to you tell me then would you be loving me like I wish it's so hard when you love someone this much but you just dont know how to love them the right way if you could see what you've done to me what you've dont to my heart what you've done to my soul baby all of my mind and all of my body then you should know why I cant let go I dont know know what you want me to do to prove my love is real for you I dont know what you want me to say baby there is no if's or maybe's all I want is you cause baby you are my only wish.
Ranting
Somehow Someway you will love me to one day will be the day when all my dreams come true I always think about you all the time your on my mind your the only one for me my best friend I dont wanna see you go I just wanna let you know that I love you I cant wait no longer to tell you how I feel the first time that I saw you I knew it from the very start you had a place deep in my heart you and me together I'll wait forever it's only a matter of time cause I'm never gonna let you go tell me that we belong together I'll be your crying shoulder I'll be the greatest fan of your life and rain falls angry on the tin roof as we lie awake in the bed your my survivle your my living proof what love is like not dead now tell me that we belong togetherI dont know if I've ever been good enough Im a little bit rusty and I think my head is caving in and I don't know if I've ever been really loved by a hand that's touched me and I feel like some things gotta give and Im a little bit angry well this aint over no not here not while I still need you around you will always be the one that I adore that means so much to me but dreams you were before Im longing to hold you feel you in my arms never let you go I promise you my feelings are true so strong I would give my love my heart my soul to you if only you could read whats on my mind see right through my eyes then you might relize how much I love you ...but my love is all I have to give to you.
"Still On Your Side"
You found a place where you belong new friends who can do no wrong thats what you believe but whos gonna be there when you fall to build you up when your feeling small give you love that you need who will I will when the whole world turns against you dont you know that I will stand up for you no matter what your going through Im still on your side anytime day or night dont care if it's wrong or right Im still on your side you wanna run you wanna break free what you want aint what you need cant you see that I care I know Im hard on you sometimes but when your looking for the things you cant find dont you know who will be there who will I will when it's more then you can handel aint no lie dont you know I will stand up for you no matter what your going through Im still on your side I'll be there when you need me I wont let you down theres nothing I wont do I'll be there dont let others bring you down Im still on your side anytime you need help and you cant find nobody else Im still on your side.
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I'm feeling lost and scared inside all these new things and feelings I don't quite yet understand Im not sure what to say or do........
''Unsaid Vows''
I vow to love you forever I vow to never leave your side I vow that I will never let anyone or anything come between us As I lay in bed and think of these things I have never said to you I wonder would it change anything is it really too lateis it really over for good you say it is but in your heart can you say that it really is can you look me in the eyes and tell me you dont love me anymore and it's over if so Im sorry this happened but if you can't I'm even more sorry because I will never give up hope on you even when you want me to just remember 'I Vow till the day I die I will love you'
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You used to be everything to me, and then u walked away. Throwing away everything that ever meant anything. For that i will never forgive you.
Even More:
Tell me have you ever loved and lost somebody wish you had the chance to say Im sorry cant you see your all I need everything is so messed up I can't live without you just let me know how you feel because I am lost without you Im falling even more in love with you theres nothing else to lose nothing in the world to change my mind cause I can't stop loving you no I wont stop loving you.. you turn me on my souls on fire your my one desire I cant spend my whole life dreaming I need you right here with me now I know that your all I ever wanted I cant get you off my mind I call your name I miss you can't you see I want you back with me I need you cant you see you'll be in my heart from this day on now and forever you'll be in my heart no matter what they say you'll be here in my heart always.
When I stand and take in every breath your the only one who really knew me at all I wish I could just let you turn around and see me cry theres so much I need to say to you so many reasons why your the only one who really knows me at all Im so lost without you I can not live at all.....
I love one with all my heart and soul who knows not but yet he does the mear mention of his name is enough to send shivers down my spine to hear his voice is to know it's true that the things I feel inside are real his soft touch would be like heaven holding me close and in that instant nothing could go wrong as he slowly bends down to grace me with the soft touch of his lips I know I've found eternal happiness
I keep hearing you saying I love you and where ever you are I know Im thinking of you I'll send my love to you straight from the heart baby I love you
Theres something I need to to tell you but more importantly theres something I want to tell you the more I think of it and you the more I know Im sure up till now I wasnt sure how to handle it but the past 3 days I've done alot of thinking and I think it's time.......with every waking moment and every breath I take I think of you and as every second goes by it grows now Im not sure if it's good or not but I can hold back no longer........it feels so right but Im scared but I have nothing to fear but fear itself......it's time......I need you I want you I know not how else to say this to you but...................I love you.........theres no question about that
"Lost"
I am so lost without the one I love without him I have no light to guide me throuugh the night my world is slowly crashing down on me I dont know if I can face the next dawn without his love His love guides me when I am weak and torn I thought the battle was over and that I had won and in that instant it turned and caught me off gaurd after I had let my weapon down and now I lay dying slowly inside because I was careless and let down my gaurd and as I take my last breath let it be known that no matter how this happened nothing has changed and I still love him with my dying breath as I once vowed I will love him 'till death do us part'
Thank you: I would like to thank Dr. House for being a prat.He's the whole reason I met Dr Chase...So Thank you House...-hands home-made pumpkin pie-
Memeories:|{Dr. Robert Chase}|: *kneels down on one knee, eyes glittering with anxiety and anticipation before whispering* I know... we dont know...each other well but.. I can safely say I love you Lilith.. and.. I.. would be the happiest man on the face of the earth if you.. would.. *and removes a shining and big diamond wedding ring from his coat"do me the extreme honor of being my wife? (^^)
Ranting:
Before it's too late there is something I have to say
''Unsaid Vows''
I vow to love you forever I vow to never leave your side I vow that I will never let anyone or anything come between us As I lay in bed and think of these things I have never said to you I wonder would it change anything is it really too lateis it really over for good you say it is but in your heart can you say that it really is can you look me in the eyes and tell me you dont love me anymore and it's over if so Im sorry this happened but if you can't I'm even more sorry because I will never give up hope on you even when you want me to just remember 'I Vow till the day I die I will love you'
Theres so much I need to say to you so many reasons why your the only one who really knows me at all Im so lost without you I can not live at all.....
I love one with all my heart and soul who knows not but yet he does the mear mention of his name is enough to send shivers down my spine to hear his voice is to know it's true that the things I feel inside are real his soft touch would be like heaven holding me close and in that instant nothing could go wrong as he slowly bends down to grace me with the soft touch of his lips I know I've found eternal happiness
I keep hearing you saying I love you and where ever you are I know Im thinking of you I'll send my love to you straight from the heart baby I love you.
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Bailey Winters Chase(Adopted Daughter):
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