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Recovering from something that has happened 2 years back, I realized I have finally gotten things straight. I am going to be a nun. Well, at least till graduation. And, why is the holiday so long? After rotting for so long, I still see myself rotting away while others already got back to work. Although I have a part time job, that job is quite bored. Since I am attending the shop alone, it's always a pain to visit the loo. Nevertheless, I still got my pay daily.

And soon, this blog will be left stagnant...I guess I won't be blogging anymore. End of world.

Cheers.

 
This holiday is quite long. I think school will re-open on October 15th. Well, I don't know when it is. Whatever it is, I have been rotting at home most of the days. And so, I have got myself a job at Marina square. That shop is small and I will be attending the shop alone. However, I am only working 2 days per week. Hopefully, I can managed the job well. But I doubt so. I am not keen in such line.

Gosh, I scanned through my new time table. I realized the classes end late most of the study days. Haiz... but the IS module and time slot is not up for me to choose. Life is pretty bored man. Study study, work work. The lucky ones will get to enjoy what they are doing or going through, but that's definitely not me.

How do you define the philosophy of love. Asked a man, he replied words which is not in your mind. I set myself ready for the next battle, there, he prepared an armed of weapons. He target all his stories at my weakest part and biggest query. Why. I am not in the fondest memories you told me. Neither did I shone in your eyes. I open up to you once again. Silence is what I get. I know the hints. The night comes. And it never ends.

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I'M HERE TO HELP MY AH MA UPDATE!

she wants me to tell everyone that she loves the 4generations!
aha.

end of updates.

AMEN.

 

The first or second week of the holiday is gone. Isn't it hasty? I haven't really got to enjoy. I spent 3D2N at Genting. The stay was very fun but quite frustrated at times. The fun times are really so great that I feel real fortunate to have them as my crappy friends. Well, the annoying thing just sucks. I have nothing more to say. An estimation of RM300 was spent. The theme park rides are so kiddy. Not my cup of tea. And Hell, I thought I could meet my friend up there but, hell, my friend was checking out the day we checked in. Although I knew which room my friend stayed at, I did not approach. What’s the use of making the first move again? It is bloody damn dumb for a lady to do so.

Well anyway, there goes 4 days of my week. And I always had those peculiar dreams which make me felt ghostly. The details are quite vivid though. I can feel the authentic presence still. Brrrrr……

I guess after this week I will be bored stiff. Some of my friends will be departing for study trip. Thank god, I still have others to accompany me. And lotsa more… outings and mere going out call for cash. I think I am gonna spend more than school days. I am officially broke. I need financial loan!!!

I am saddenned with the news of the death of Steve Irwin. He is a true and huge wildlover. And he has brought many joys to people with his courageous act in his shows. He will be in memory of everyone.

Erm… nothing more to write. I think I can’t really promote to next semester. It is ok I can retain for 6 semesters right?

Dear heavenly Father,

I pray sincerely from the bottom of my heart,

I need you to give me guidance and light,

To lead me through the darkness of my life.

Close.

 
Woo~ Exams are finally over. I have been struggling with all the five papers I had to take. The worst are FIT and Cost Accounting. For FIT, I left the exam room without completing. As for cost, I sit through all, however, I finished in 45 minutes out of 2 hours time length. I seriously didn't know how to do! I did not went off early as our class would be going out later. I was sitting right at the back of the exam hall. So basically, I could see almost everyone. There are alot of people. Everyone was busily doing, except me. I am too free to observe. And the guy beside me kept using correction tape. LOL.

Well, I asked some of my friends what if I really retain, they said you will move on to the other modules except those that you fail you will repeat. Sounds convincing eh? => Still as per normal..What the Hell. Anyway, we may not be in the same class afterall.

After all the mid-night oil, I could finally relax. Come to think of it, I will be going to Genting with my friends this coming Monday night. I want to make full use of the trip. Woohoo~Yea~!! After which, I think my class would be organizing class outings. Haha. I keep voting the trip to be on the third week of the holiday where most them will be going overseas school trip. Well, just wanna *piss* them.

Oh ya..one very ridiculous thing happened on the last day of the paper, Cost Accounting, as I went away for a while, I met that bloody guy, I was stunned. But I realized I am staring at him angrily instead. Haha. That is my intention actually. Just that whenever I run into him, my heart will go pomp pomp pomp. Argh. Whatever it is. Holiday has arrived. Gotta enjoy to its Fullest.

What is with the word Romance? This word keep running through my mind. And I even dreamt of it. I shouldnt have asked my friend who is Romance. Sucks.



 
Has anyone thought of how Ironic the relationship between the Earth and human beings can be?


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I watched National Geographic channel today. It was a documentary about the Japenese conquered some of the countries. The deepest thoughts I had in mind are Burma. They played the video on how the inncoent and locals were being tortured. They were asked to tumble on the ground and moved the heavy floor "granite" from one place to another. They were required to walked bare footed up and down the steep slope in the forest. Each time they had to carry a rock which is as heavy as 2okg. The "granite" covered a very large area. To calculate, they are to walk 100 over thousand times up and down the hill. They also showed some precious pictures that clearly indicated how evil they are.

The victims were all mal-nutritious and you can see rib bones protrduded out. It wasn't a good sight for me. I almost felt what they had went through. Working under the hot sun; with little food given-rice, which aren't their staple food and they refused to eat; required to work as long they can stand, move, or lift a thing, no matter you are bleeding or have fractured a bone. In addition, some were being asked to hold something and lift their hands up. They could not put their hands down as the Jap soldier would whipped the victim. Could you imagine just lifting your hands holding nothing for just 5 minuntes? They kept it up there for half an hour. All these are just to make the soldiers happy. EVIL! All could not defied the Jap soldiers as the Jap soldiers will always have something in their hand to whipped them. They did not wished to be hit by them. The victims felt that Japenese are worst than beast. And that, caused thousands of death. The scene was unbearble for me.

They interviewed some victims and one of the soldiers involved. They were so deep in thought and some even shed tears. However, the Japanese soldier did not feel as much. Obviously, he was the one torturing and not being tortured! But that Jap soldier ended that he did not felt good to see many died and suffered due to hunger and over-worked. Contradictions...
A question:
Americans are taught not to eat food that is alive or sometimes raw. Is it because of that incident? The incident where Japan conquered the americans and brought many deaths. The americans remembered clearly and hence, refused to consume what the Japan loves to eat?