Crap

It’s not that I want a boyfriend that much. It would be really nice to have someone to lean on, especially now that he has some woman and therefore no time for you….but the thing is, everyone else seems to have one or at least be on the verge of having one. I hate feeling like I have to find the One now….I’m only eighteen. I don’t know my weekend plans, let alone with whom I will spend the rest of my life. It just irritates me.

It’s not even like everyone is happy with theirs. One person says that he is too much like a puppy….another complains of fear of commitment. “He’s too serious” says a third.

Why does everyone feel like they have to date NOW? If you find someone, congratulations! That’s wonderful! But I think it’s ridiculous to go looking at such a young age. Boys are so weird. They’re so annoying sometimes; I don’t know how these girls stand them- I sure don’t. They’re stuck in high school, maybe….or they just want to hook up with other girls….or they’re just irritating.

So help me, so help me. I don’t want a man, I want my man.


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