I kept thinking that maybe if I
Ignored you
Pushed you away
Dismissed those thoughts
I could get over you.
Sorry, try again.
Perhaps if I
Talked about you
Talked to you
Remembered the fun times
I could get over you.
Two strikes.
I知 out of ideas.
I知 not over you.
I try so hard,
I think I succeed . . .
But then I realize
I致e failed.
I知 not used to failing,
And I知 beginning to worry
That I値l never be over you.
I値l see you on the street
In twenty years
My insides will lurch,
My mind will cry.
Then I値l say hello,
Good to see you,
How is your wife?
Inside I値l be screaming
Why did I make you go?
How did you stop caring so suddenly?
Why do I sound so phony?
But still
I wonder if I壇 give it up.
I don稚 think I壇 trade your kisses
Your words
Your love
For a life without you.
I know I値l never have you
Ever
But at least I can swim in the memories
Bathe in the love
Remembered by me,
Forgotten by you.
I知 stuck in this pointless obsession.
I知 sorry.
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