(The lyrics to "Sway" by Dean Martin can be found
at:
http://www.deanmartinlyrics.com/sway.htm)
I have always
loved live shows. Ever since I was a punk kid with spiked boots and a bright
blue mohawk, I have made it a point to get to every concert possible. There is
no feeling like a good song throbbing through your body. The bass moving the floor,
vibrating up my legs and into my chest, making me a part of the music, and it
is the most incredible sensation on the planet. I'm soaking in the atmosphere,
the smoky, hazy air, the scent of cigarettes and sweat and something I can't
quite place. Bodies are pushing against mine, there's barely enough room to
shift from one foot to the other, and it is absolute perfection.
Somehow, despite
the crowd and the noise and the chaos, he is alone. It doesn't matter that
there are people surrounding him, or that the music is loud enough that my ears
will be ringing tomorrow morning; he has shut all of that out. He has his eyes
closed, his dark lashes shadowing over high cheekbones; his lips are open just
slightly, involuntarily so, a perfect curve that almost resembles a grin. He is
moving rhythmically back and forth, to the right, then left, the moves of an
athlete, a confidence in his body that someone less conditioned would lack.
And I'm alone
with him. Just his small, strong form dancing, swaying sensually to the beat,
and me, my eyes unable to turn from the blatant sexuality of the rhythm. The
crowd around us has gone away, it is far below us now; we are in a place where
nothing but the music exists. Without a thought, I'm standing behind him,
hypnotized by the slim hips beneath a pair of impeccably fitting blue jeans.
Fighting a wave of nervousness, I slip my hands to his waist, pulling him back
against me. He tries to turn, but I deny him the right, holding him in place.
After a moment of fighting me, he
relaxes, and we fall into a comfortable rhythm, swaying back and forth with his
backside rubbing against the front of me. He is only an inch shorter than me,
but the difference is enough that I can rest my head on his shoulder, breathing
against his ear, inhaling his scent.
My hands slip
forward, latching at the front of him, where my wrist grazes something under
his T-shirt. My thumb rubs over it, a hard little ring, and I'm dying to know
if its what I'm thinking. Curious, I slip my hand under the fabric, my fingers moving
up, finding exactly what I'd hoped.
A navel ring.
I run my fingertip
over the warm metal, then tug carefully on it. He growls deep in his chest, and
the sound vibrates from his back into my chest, and I tug harder, hoping to get
the same reaction. It’s even better the second time around. Along with the
growl, his head falls back against my shoulder, leaving his neck and ear
completely bare, just centimeters from my lips. I don't hesitate; I lean closer
and pull his earlobe into my mouth, biting gently on the impossibly soft skin.
His body sags
against me, and I take the moment to turn him around. I want to look in his
eyes. I want to watch him smile. I want to kiss him.
His eyes are
glazed, his eyelids heavy with the desire swimming in their depths, but they
flicker with recognition. He mutters my name, almost in awe, and I smile at
him. He smiles back, a curling of his mouth that hints at mischief. I press my
lips to that smile, pulling him closer until there isn't enough space between
us for light to pass through.
The music is still
throbbing through my body, but so is my heart, and so is a form of passion that
I've never known before. It is the bass of the song, the smell of his skin, and
the lights flashing behind my eyelids. I am a part of him, and he is a part of me,
and there isn't even enough space between us for me to take a deep breath.
And it is perfection. Absolute perfection.