*NOTE* Please dont mind most of this stuff on my page. I am confused and hurting inside. This is sort of my page to voice the nonesense in my head. Not all of the subject matter has to do with the same thing. most of it you wont understand. Some of it you may be able to relate to your life. If this page disturbes your or makes you think, then i have done my job as an artist.
why is it that people judge others based on appearance and style before getting to know the true person?
is death really perminant?
why do those so young have to die?
why does it take a death to get a person noticed?
I hate the way you make me think. The twisted games you play with my mind. Please give me a strait awnser! Dont send me into this confusion. I dont think i can stand it. Let me know what you want. I cant stand the thought of loosing you. Dont put me through this. I love you. Tell me what you want...
Maybe the world would be a better place if i wasnt here?
Somehow, when I close my eyes, I see a world that is utterly unlike this one. I cant seem to enter it durring my waking hours. When i realize waht the difference is, its hurts me to believe. The difference is YOU.
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Hold me please
I fear I've lost myself
I dont know where to find it
I look for it in you
But there it no longer resides
Hold me please
I think I've lost myself
I fear this to be the end
Hold me please
Reasure me this is not so
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Have you ever had a perfect premonition of something? No matter how hard you work at something, it will never be perfect.
If you really want to break up with me, Just get it over with.
I am sorry for the things I've done and the kind of person I am. I wish I could make it better. Once again I cant.
Tyler I love you.
I am so confused. I dont know what to do. Tyler just broke up with me. I am torn between two different ways of thinking right now. part of me wants to take him back. and the other part says 'you idiot, he just hurt you and broke your heart'. What do I do?
