September 2003
9/29/03
Just not a good day at all. That's all I have to say...night
9/27/03
Yesterday, ummm, I'm not really sure. But I'll start here. Work was pretty crappy, not much to do besides file stupid folders. Then we took a small quiz in Assembly. We got our tests back in Logic. I did rather well which was good for me. Didn't do too much in Data Structures. I talked to my prof and he gave me a little bit of insight on my program. I'm not sure how much though. I'll find out when I go to actually program it I guess. Hmmm, then lunch was crappy. My sandwich's were really dry for some reason and I didn't even get to sit down and eat all of it. I had to run errands so I took my lunch on the run which sucked. I had my french quiz which was a little more difficult than I had planned, but oh well. That class doesn't mean much to me. So then I finally headed to pick up my car. It seems like I was there forever before I could actually go and get it. And I stood the whole time too which didn't help matters much. But I think we got there at 3:30 and left around 5:15, so that really sucked that I had to wait that long. So after I got my car I went to my grandma's where my old car is and got all my stuff from my trunk. Then I went home and figured out my car and stuff then Ashley called to tell me what was going on. Then I called Keith to tell him to come out which he did and we went to pick up Ashley and Elsa and ate at Bob's Subs. Then off to the mall to pick up Keith's CD and then back to Ashley where we spent most of the night watching tv. I guess it was a pretty good night. I had my down time though, but it's alright. I can't expect all good things right. So we left around 1:30 and that's that. I didn't sleep well last night either. Actually, I don't really know when the last time was that I did sleep well. I really miss that. So I woke up this morning and ate my breakfast. Then off to the church to clean and now here I sit writing this stupid journal entry. So I'm not feeling really secure right now for some reason or another. It really sux, but I shouldn't be complaining at all. I guess my life is pretty good so I shouldn't say anything. I so bored though. I hope someone calls me today and asks me to go do something. I really don't want to stay at home all day. Please...later
9/25/03
The past couple of days haven't been too exciting or out of the ordinary, so there's not much to really tell. A few things, but nothing too major has changed. Yesterday I had my two tests and I think I did alright on them. I believe I did really good on my logic test and probably just alright on my Earth Science. It was harder than I had anticipated, so I don't know how I'll fair on it. So last night was spent trying to figure out how to do my next program in Data Structures. It's really frustrating me so hopefully I can have some light shed on myself. I sent an email to my prof but he never replied so who knows. I guess I could just ask him after class tomorrow. I'll have to do something. So after struggling with that, I headed out to my living room to watch Trainspotting and it seemed to relieve some of my frustration. So I was unexpectedly pleased with that. It's a pretty decent movie and although the first time I ever watched some of it with Keith we thought it was messed up, it turned out to be really good. And if you read this Keith, remember the part where we thought the girl cut off that guys penis, well it turns out that when he reached down it wasn't blood on his hand, it was shit all through his bed because when he was dopped up I guess he lost control of his bodily functions. So just to clear that up, haha. So I suggest people to watch it. It's pretty good. I think I'm going to get it on DVD sometime. So after that I did some homework and talked to Ashley for a good while. It was a very good conversation for me, so it helped me clear some stuff up in my head. So today was spent studying some for my french quiz and reading stuff from Assembly Language. Wasn't too exciting. We lost our Jr. High soccer game today 3-2 against Kittaning. How I don't know because we completely outplayed them, but they had one really good kid who scored all their goals. So it was a crap win for them. Oh well, at least they played well, so that's good. So I just came home and sat around for most of the rest of the night. I'm hoping for better things tomorrow. I get my new car hopefully at around 4 pm tomorrow afternoon. It also turns out that my old car really isn't dead. It's just that the on part on it was plugged, so now that means I can get more money out of it. At least $500 if not more, compared to the $100-200 price range that was set before. So I guess that's somewhat good. Too bad I found that out now and that my car really isn't dead at all. Oh well. It would probably have died sooner or later though. So hopefully this works out in the end. I'm also hoping for a good night tomorrow night. Hopefully that comes true...night
9/23/03
Yesterday was a sort of crappy day. I went into work, but the good thing was that I was the only one there. Nancy was off with her family taking care of things, so she wasn't in all day. So I got to relax a little bit although there were still things to do. So it wasn't too easy on me. So most of the time went by quickly there and then my classes started. Assembly was sort of boring so I wasn't too happy with that. Then in Logic we had to take our final practice exam seperately, not in our groups. So that sort of sucked, but I only missed one part on the test, so that was good at least. So hopefully I fair the same on the real test Wednesday. He said they would all be similar and I've done well on all the practice exams so far. So hopefully this one doesn't change. So then off to data structures where I was somewhat confused by what he was was saying. It's really hard to learn from him because he doesn't really explain things very well. He just writes them on the board and expects us to understand from that. So it isn't much fun attempting to do that, but I guess I'll have to. So then back to work to eat my lunch and pretty much sit around. French wasn't too bad for once. So that was good, and Earth Science was the same as always, boring. So there's a test in there on Wednesday too, 50 multiple choice questions, then two essays worth 25pts a piece. So the multiple choice will be easy, but I'm not so sure about the essays. I'll have to see about that. So anyways, since I didn't have my car I just went with my mom to work, so I road home with her after, which means I couldn't make it to the Clarion girl's soccer game. I guess I missed out because Mole called me later in the afternoon and told me they did really well. So I was talking to him and I think he said soccer was at 6:15 on Wednesday, but I'm not sure because I'm assuming he was on a cellphone and kept breaking up, so I really didn't hear too clearly. But that might not even matter because I doubt I'll have a car, so I won't be able to make it there if I don't have one. So we did go looking last night for cars and I believe I'm going to be getting a SXT Neon. I looked at some last night but they were older or not for sale. So he said he had a list of around 27 ones that he was going to call up dealers for and find me one. So in all it's going to be around $13,000. My parents are going to help me make payments, but it's for the next 4 years, so I doubt I'm getting my apartment ever. So this sux, but there's not much I can do. I guess I'll see and maybe I can get one. I don't know. So anyways, I picked out the colors Silver, Yellow, and Red for him to look at although I don't really care about that. So yeah, that was it and we came home to find that there was no power. That meant no Everwood which made me quite angry. So it sux that I missed that. So I layed aorund most of the night. I read two chapters from the 4th book of the Two Towers, then I realized that I could still get onto the internet even if there was no electricity. Obviously the phone line doesn't run with electric and my computer can run from my battery, so I got online for about 10-15 minutes to check things out and say my goodnights. And after that I went to bed which sucked too because I had a really bad dream which wasn't what I wanted at all. I had it anyway though, and I woke up worried. Luckily enough, it was only a dream, so that's good, but still I would have rather not had it at all. So another away soccer game today at Karns City. Hopefully we win since this is supposed to be their crappy team. And after that I'm coming home to study which is why I'm doing this now. So see you...later
9/21/03
It's a sad day today in my life. Very, very sad, but I'll get to that later. To start out, Friday wasn't that great of a day. It was raining all day from the hurricane on the coast, so that wasn't too cool. So after work at 4:30, I headed to the mall to mess around. I bought a movie ticket for Underworld and then went to K-mart to waste time till my movie. So time came and I saw my movie. I personally liked the movie, but I can't say that it would be a good movie for the general populus to see. I enjoy vampire movies, so I enjoyed this one. I can't say the same for other people, but who knows, maybe others will think it's good. I guess they'll have to see for themselves. So I'd say go see it just because I enjoyed it. So yes, after that, since I had nothing to do, I bought food at McDonald's and went home and ate. I talked to Dusty for a short while which was cool since I hadn't done so in a good while. And yeah, that was pretty much my night. So Saturday morning and part of the afternoon was spent working on my Data Structures program which frustrated me greatly. I finally got it though after 3 hours of work, so I guess I was happy in the end. So I sat around for a good while till about 5 when I left to clean my church. I think I finally got the toilets good and clean so I'm so proud. So then once I finished that, I headed to Ashley's house for the rest of the night. I enjoyed myself there, and just took the time to relax and forget about all the crap and school and such things in my life. So I was happy. I gave her her surprise, which wasn't really a surprise. Well it was at first till I told her before she got it, so it was for a short while. Anyways, she got me a surprise too which I was happy with, a box of fruit roll-ups. It's an inside story, but a good one, and it had meaning, so I was happy with it. So it was a good night. I couldn't have been happier. Well I prolly could have been happier, but still, I was pretty damn happy. So eventually I had to go home which I didn't want to, but all good things come to an end sometime. Which brings me to today. After church we headed to my grandma and grandpa's where we had a family picnic. I finally told my dad that my little car problem had gotten worse. So we drove it up and my grandpa told me that it would be dying eventually, so I'll never get to drive my car again. I loved my car and now it's gone, forever. So that's just sad. Not only that, but now I'm getting a new car which will take up my hard earned money in the bank, leaving me with very little for an apartment next year, meaning that I prolly won't get one now, and my plans are crashing down around me. Damn it. So yeah. The picnic sucked. I spent most of the time studying notes for my tests Wednesday. Just make it all go away...night
9/19/03
I feel that I should do this now because I don't think I'll want to do it later tonight. So anyways, yesterday was decent I suppose. I slept in late, 11:30 I believe. I got around and hung out the laundry then went on with my day. Read more of my Earth Science for my upcoming test next week. When I finished that I headed to soccer practice. It sucked for the most part becuase it was raining, but oh well. Nothing I could do about that. The good thing is, I got to test out my new jacket that I recently bought from Eurosport. It worked perfectly. Not a single drop of rain got in, so it's definitely waterproof. So I'm glad it works. It looks nice too, so that works out well. So once practice was over I watched the girls varsity game for a short while until my dad came to drop my brother off for his game. I left with him and went to eat at Joe's with my mom. I got an order of butter and garlic wings which were pretty good, so I was satisfied. Then we headed back to the school for the varsity game. They pretty much dominated the game for once, but it was Punxy, and it was their first year, so it wasn't a surprise. I think the score was 6-0 in the end. I didn't stay the whole time, so I'm not sure. I know it was 5-0 when I left. Anyways, I talked to Mole at the game which was pretty nice. I hadn't done so for a long time, so it was enjoyable to do so. I had a good time at least. Also, he let me know that he had added me to his roster for his boys soccer team at the university. So I was really happy about that. So thanks to him for doing so. It was pretty damn nice and I appreciate it wholly. So hopefully I'll get to play soon. He wasn't sure when the next game was, but he said he would let me know. The other good thing, it will almost be impossible for us not to be champions, so what's that mean you ask?? It means a get a cool t-shirt. So I get to play and I win a t-shirt. Excellent!!! So I came home to read more of my Earth Science which is why I didn't stay at the soccer game. So then I talked to Ashley and realized that there's a slim chance of getting to see her and she has a lot of work and homework to do, which makes it more difficult. So more than likely, I won't see her, and if I do it will be for a few hours. So that's a bummer. Yes, a bummer. So I'm not very all up and happy today. It's probably the reason why I'm doing this now because I won't be too happy tonight. So I came in this morning and worked more on payroll. It wasn't too bad so that's good. I don't have my Logic class today either, so that means only 3 classes today. Good stuff there. So after work ends today at 4:30, I'm planning on going to the movies to watch Underworld. I have high hopes for the movie, although from the previews, I haven't been too impressed. It is a vampire movie, so I have to go see it. So it starts at 5:30. If anyone is interested in joining me who reads this, you're more than welcome. I doubt it though, but maybe it's better that way. I tend to enjoy movies more when I go by myself, which happens more than not, so maybe that's the reason for these stats. I don't know. And after that I don't know. I'd tell people to call my phone, but I don't even know the number, and I'm too lazy to ask my mom, so I think I'll probably end up just going home and sitting around. Not much fun but oh well. Tyler's party on Saturday is looking bleak for me. I don't know if I'll go or not. I haven't been looking forward to it lately, and with me being no fun, I don't see much of a point in going. I'll probably stay at home. I may venture out to Clarion during the evening for the hell of it then, but probably will end up just going back home. I'm not really sure yet. I'll have to decide. Oh well. I'll end this now...later
9/17/03
Yesterday was slightly disappointing. I slept in, but not too late. Some girl called and woke me up looking for my brother, but obviously he wasn't home, so that sort of pissed me off that they woke me up. Oh well. I guess I needed to get up anyway. So I didn't have much time to do anything really. I did a little bit of homework and messed around on the net. I showered and got ready, then headed out for my jr. high game. I stopped by the bank to cash my check, then to BK to get my lunch. Off to the school to catch the bus to the game. It was quite disappointing. We lost 2-0, so that really wasn't good at all. They played really poorly, so it's all frustrating. So on the way home I talked to GR about a formation I've been working on and he seemed to really like it. I think it should help some with what players we have to use. If not then I don't know. I guess it will be hopeless if they kids don't want to work to win. So I guess we'll see. So we got back to the school just in time for the Varsity game at home. I only stayed till halftime, but it ended up being a 2-2 tie after double overtime. So I came home and did my french homework then did my usual talking on icq. So this morning was back to school. Classes weren't too bad I suppose. I think the day went fairly fast, so that was good for me. Tonight I headed to practice to play a little and pick up my brother. I came home to watch Paradise Hotel, and I was quite pleased. It was a damn good episode. It seems that all the assholes are almost all voted off. If only it could be like that in real life huh?? It's funny how they get pissed at the people who vote them off, but those people really feel bad for it. I guess that's what you get. Oh well. It's just a tv show right. Of course people wouldn't act like that really...haha. Oh well. That's about all I wrote...night
9/15/03
The last two days haven't been the greatest whatsoever. I haven't really had much fun at all, and I guess things have just been hanging over my head. Too many things I suppose. I just need to figure them out and maybe in doing that I'll be able to be a little more relaxed. I'm not sure. More than likely, it will all stay with me. It usually tends to be that way, or has been that way for a good couple years now. Maybe though, just maybe I can figure out how to get rid of them. Hopefully I'm right about. I guess I had some help last night, but that was only reasonable for the situation. So yeah, Sunday was really boring. The only thing I accomplished, well I guess one thing I accomplished, was to get my second program working for Data Structures. So I guess that's always good. I still haven't figured out my program for Assembly Language though. I'm stuck on it and will have to ask my prof. about it on Wednesday. So other than that the night ended on a semi bad/good note I suppose. It just gave me a lot to deal with at the time, but I think I'm good. I guess that's been the major thing that's been plagueing my mind, so I think that helped some. Today was sort of hectic at work again. I had to rush around to get payroll in on time and get all the hours in for the stupid slackers who couldn't turn their hours in on Friday. So yeah, Ande was fired today I believe. It was sort of awkward I guess. It really wasn't cool, but I suppose it had to be done. I mean I understand why it was done, but I don't think that it had to go that far. Oh well, it wasn't my decision to make. So classes, boring once again. I also got soaked today. I was rained on and it soaked the whole way into my boxers. That's how hard it was raining. It also didn't help that I had to make an almost 10 minute walk from one class to another. So that was none too pleasing. At least the AC in that building was down, so I didn't freeze to death. Tonight I came home and found out there's an away game tomorrow for my team, so I have to be in at the school around 2:15 to catch the bus. Hopefully it'll be a good game. I don't enjoy watching them lose. I guess I'll have to see. And yeah, Everwood is back on again with new episodes. So I'm pleased about that. The bad thing, it's on the same time as Paradise Hotel. So what a conundrum I had. I ended up watching Everwood and catching parts of Paradise Hotel during commercials. It's alright. I'll be able to watch it on Wednesday, so that's fine with me to miss it tonight. And that's that. Sleeping in will be nice...night
9/13/03
So I guess things have been alright, although I wish they could have been better, but I'll go with the good things instead of worrying about the really good things. So let's see, Thursday was soccer practice and then I watched the boys varsity game. They lost so it was disappointing. Oh well. I had an alright time. So then I came home which turned out to be, hmmm, I guess interesting to say the least. I talked to Nicole, well not talked, more like argued, but who knows about anything there. I was somewhat insulted, but I don't blame her. She had her right to think things, so I have nothing to say to it. I've been contemplating a few things, but I haven't gotten anywhere with it. Maybe the answer will come to me sometime. I'll wait and see. So I found Ashley wasn't coming home and she was babysitting up at school, so Keith and I decided we would head up to Tyler and Jimmy's apartment on Friday night. So to start Friday wasn't too bad. My classes were fairly easy. I didn't really have much work to do in them but a got a good deal of homework to do for the weekend. So anyways, I made it back to work at 1 where I ate my lunchable, which made me feel like I was in elementary school again since I pretty much haven't had one of those since then. I also found out that now I have to take over all of payroll too because I guess the kid who was helping me is getting fired. So the day there was pretty hectic and stressful. So who knows how that will go. I'll have to wait and see pretty much. It doesn't look to be too good though. Hopefully I'm wrong. So I finally got out of there and headed home. I called up Ashley to talk to her before I headed to Keith's house to pick him up. So I think it was around 5:30 then. So I figured out that my car is really dying. It no longer has any power so it's a real pain. So it looks like it will die here soon enough so I'm not too happy about that. It means I'll have to shell out the money I've been saving up for an apartment. So that really disappoints me. Things can never go right in the long run it seems. That really needs to change. So anyways, we made it up to the apartment where we sat around for awhile messing with X-Box live till we headed to the mall for awhile to look around. Tyler got his router and we headed back to the apartment where we pretty much played video games and watched tv. Ashley called around 10 I think, so I talked to her and her roommates. Actually everyone there talked on the phone, so I guess I talked for over an hour until her and her two roommates headed to a party. So more sitting around till 2 when she called again. She seemed pretty tired and bumbed out which wasn't good, at least in my opinion. So I talked to her till her phone died and then I proceeded to go to bed on the floor. Tyler came down in the morning and woke me up, so I got like 4 and a half hours of sleep. Not my usual 7 to 8. So I was pretty tired. So not much really happened till Betsey showed up. Then we headed out around 30 minutes later. I dropped Keith off at home and then just came home. Sat around some more. Seems to be a very reoccuring thing in all my days. I need to change that too. So that's it. Now I'm here. Today's been boring. Tomorrow will be the same...night
9/10/03
Tuesday was a fairly decent day for the most part I believe. I stayed home and helped my mom make some spaghetti sauce in the morning. Then I finished up my program for Data Structures and pretty much sat around till 3 when I headed in to the school for the jr. high soccer game. It was pretty scrappy for the most part and we lost 3-1 after being tied at the half. Oh well, what can you do?? So then I came home and tried to call Ashley but she didn't pick up so I sat around watching tv till she called arounbd 9:30. So I spent the rest of the night talking to her till 11 when I headed to bed. So I guess I was reassured by her, so that's really good news. So I'm really pleased about that. So today was alright. Classes weren't too bad. The day just seemed to be pretty long. So that wasn't good, but I got through it fine. So on the way home I purchased Ashley's little surprise. Hopefully she'll enjoy it. Then I got home and got online and talked to her and then got some message from a girl that goes to Clarion U. So I talked to her too until I had to go eat. A good meal: steak, french fries, and a salad. So that was really good. Then I went to play soccer with the varsity team. I found out that I'm still out of shape which didn't surpise me but oh well. I played decent. So I came home and showered and pretty much peeled all the skin off my face from my sunburn, so it hurts again now. But it's hard not to do it. It looks bad so you want to get it all off. So I did it, and now I regret it but oh well. And then to paradise hotel which was interesting tonight again. Tons and tons of immaturity on the show tonight so it gave me lots of laughs. I always enjoy that. And that's that. Things look to be good. I'm really happy with Ashley's thoughts that she gave me today, so it's good times. Hopefully at least. I'm sure I'm right for now...night
9/08/03
The past two days haven't been all that great. So I guess I probably won't have to much to say here. Sunday was very uneventful. My whole plan was to stay out of the sun because my sunburn was killing me. So I did that. So just a day to lounge around. I finally finished watching all of the extra DVD's from the extended version of The Fellowship of the Ring. It's about time. I've had it for a long time and hadn't watched all of the extra stuff. Other than that just the same old stuff watching tv and playing games. So pretty boring. Sunday night wasn't that great either. Just wasn't my night I suppose. So I went to bed rather sad. I didn't wake up any happier either. I woke up to my parents fighting so that just didn't make things any better at all. So the day was really crappy. I just sat in my classes pretty much zoned out and not paying attention whatsoever. So that wasn't much of a day. I bought more rat bedding at Wal-mart on my way home. Then I spent time just sitting around. Paradise Hotel was pretty crappy tonight. Nothing really happened, so that wasn't too great. The good thing was that Ashley called, and I talked to her for about an hour and a half. So it was good just to hear her voice and get to talk to her. So that made the day better. And that was it...night
9/06/03
I'll start with Thursday, no school so that meant sitting around at home working on homework and lounging. So I did that till around 3 when I left for my supposed soccer game which turned out to be cancelled when I finally got to the school. So that really didn't make me a happy person. So I drove myself back home where I finished up homework and watched tv. A boring day to say the least, and I also stayed up later than usual talking to Ashley, so I didn't get much sleep Thursday night. I survived though. So Friday was a fairly easy day at school. I only had 3 classes because french was cancelled. So that was good. Assembly was pretty fun for the most part, logic wasn't too horrible, and Data Structures was fairly easy. A good thing that happened, well good in one way, was that my program had nothing wrong with it, so it's all good. The bad thing is that there's something wrong with my version of Visual Studio. So after I figured this out I talked to Dr. Wyatt and he gave me a sevice pack cd to install to see if that might be the problem. Hopefully that will fix it. If not then that really sux. So after I got that from him we sat in his office and talked for like 45 minutes about soccer which I completely enjoyed. It's always fun for me to talk to people about soccer who are interested in like knowing about the game is played, not as much as playing it itself. So that was a good time. So it was about 2:30 when I finally left there and called Ashley to see if she had to work. I had already called off my work because she said she wasn't going to. Turns out she did, so that either meant going home, or waiting around in Clarion for 5 hours. I chose the latter which left me with little to do. I made my way to the mall and looked around in K-Mart. I went shopping and bought myself some low cut socks, some plain white t-shirts, and some wife beaters. It all came to around $15. So that was a good deal I suppose. So then with nothing left to get there, I headed down to Walmart where I decided what to do. I thought I was going to read LOTR, but then I found that I didn't put it in my bag when I left in the morning. So my other alternative, reading Symbolic Logic. So to stall this for a short time, I headed inside and looked around for awhile. Eventually I bought myself some shoe strings for my shoes that were burnt this summer in that freak fire accident then toasted the inside of my shoe and melted my one set of shoe laces to my shoe. So those shoes are now back in action. Then I bought a Pepsi and a bag of the Sam's Choice peanutbutter cups. Then back to my car to snack on that and read my logic. Not a fun time, but when you really don't want to read it and have nothing else to do, it really takes up time. So once I finished reading that, I headed back to the mall and looked around. Stopped at K-Mart again and killed time then just walked around for awhile hoping to see someone I knew but didn't. So after wasting time I headed to McDonald's and ate my supper. It was good enough I suppose. After, I sat in my car listening to CD's in the parking lot till 7 finally rolled around and I headed on my way. I called her and found that she was eating supper with her family. I killed a little time by driving on back roads around her house. Well that didn't take up enough time, and I got there when they were still eating. So I sort of felt like I was imposing. Anyways, after dinner we played a card game that I had no clue what I was doing. So I guess it wasn't as fun as it could have been being that if I would have known how to play I think it would have been better. But it was good nevertheless. Then we pretty much layed around after that talking about pookyman cards and pookachu with her little brother and watch Jay Leno sort of. Pretty much being tired and taking a nap is more like it and tickle fighting too. So I left around 1:30 and got up this moring to help rake grass in at my grandma's and to also take my brother in to his soccer game. It was interesting. They lost, but we really got into with the other team. We had the one player on their team scared of us, so it was funny. The bad thing, I got sunburnt. The really bad thing, I was wearing my sunglasses, so I have damn white space aroudn my eyes and sunburn everywhere else. So that really sux. I look like a damn ass. So that just isn't cool but anyways. After the game we headed to my grandma's to get ready for my cousin Nicole's wedding which wasn't bad. I enough the ceremony parts of most weddings. I just don't enough receptions too much. I find them rather dull, at least the ones I've been to. So after I ate I left to go clean my church since I had left it go all week long. So that was boring, but I got it done. So I finally got home around 9:45, so I watched tv and came back and played Warcraft, and that's that. A pretty good weekend I suppose...night
9/03/03
Hmmm, well Tuesday wasn't all too great of a day. I didn't have school which was good, so I had time to work on my program. The problem now is that I have it all done, I just can't get it to link. So I don't know what the problem is. Oh well. I'm not used to usign Visual C++. I was used to VMS. So I'll have to get the figured out. So after a boring day at home, I headed into soccer practice which was in the gym, so our practice field was a swamp pretty much. So that wasn't too bad I guess. Once practice was over I headed down to the field to watch the boys varsity game. Needless to say, it's the worst varsity team I've ever seen. They were tied 2-2 with Curwensville at half-time. AGAINST CURWENSVILLE!!!!! So it's going to be a bad season from what I can see. I don't think they can even make playoffs this year which will be a the first time since the first season they ever had a soccer team. How sad is that?? So I came home and stayed up till 11 then headed to bed because I had work this morning. It wasn't bad. I did some stuff then talked to Ashley. It turned out to be a not so good thing. But I can't say that she wasn't right in what she said. I guess it just made me think a lot. So I spent most of the day thinking about that and where my life was going. Not something I like to particulary do. I suppose it was a good thing though when it decided to pour on me while walking to my car after my final class. I suppose it fit me quite well. A good portrayl(?) of how I was feeling. So I eventually made it home where I worked on some homework and watched Paradise Hotel. If that show does one thing, it lets me see how ignorant, immature, and stupid people really are. It's sad to know that people are like that in the world, and I'm sure it's no different with others. So I'm left here at home now. With my thoughts and my computer. What two great things eh?? No, not at all...night
9/01/03
So it's finally September. A month gone by filled with some good things and other things that aren't so good. But I take the bad with the good. It's always going to happen that way. I've become pretty close to Ashley which has been great for me, even though in the process it seems to have caused problems elsewhere which I really didn't want to or intend to do. I don't ever mean to make things bad for others, but once again, life does it's thing and it can't always be good. I know that first hand. So I also realized that my big project that I was working on pretty much went nowhere. I'm not sure what I want to do with it now. I guess it will sit around with all the other unfinished things that I've done in my life. I'll just add it to my big folder of unfinished work in my closet. Maybe I'll pull it out again someday and do it. Who knows. Ummm school is back in session, not something I was looking forward to. I'll take it in stride though and hope all goes well there. I don't look to see this month as being that great. I just need to get settled into things and just get a feel for a slight difference in life. Everyone else has gone pretty much so it's not so easy to hang out with everyone anymore. So I'll adjust to that for now. Ummm, I don't know what else to recount or look into the future for. So I'll just leave with a short, very short, recap of this wonderful Labor Day. I spent most of it in my room either on the computer or watching tv. I also got enough strength to do some of my homework. I read my book for Assembly Language and did the questions he assigned in there. I was going to do my french but realized that it was a stupid assignment, so I'll do that later. So another day off tomorrow since I have no class Tuesday. I'll have to finish up my homework then I have soccer practice to go to and then I don't know if I'll stay and watch the varsity game or not. I guess it depends on if I get my things done for school. I'm sure I'll be able to. Well nothing else to report...night
