Lost Happiness (Nothing)
Searching and finding nothing,
lost and all alone.
Looking for something, anything,
finding no one at home.
Nothing in this world,
nothing in this life.
Finding nothing in this place,
nothing, only strife.
Looking, seeing emptiness,
dark and utter space.
Never laughing loudly,
no smile on this face.
Nothing but this blank stare,
no emotions, hiding inside.
Faking everything to conceal,
Only to keep his pride.
Sitting asking, why though?
No answer, not a clue.
Only nothing comes to mind,
and always nothing, it’s always true.
No friends to help.
No person there.
No helping hand.
No one to care.
Viewing only nothing,
realizing life is what it is.
Facing this head on,
this and always this.
So sit and wait, no worries,
only repetition in life and time.
Passing by like moonbeams,
always there but not easy to find.
And so always finding nothing,
searching the depths of the soul.
Hurting when it shouldn’t be,
but always beyond control.
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