Lost
As I look deep and think hard
I realize I can lose myself
The hate I bring upon myself
is all that I can take
The suffering of missing what I know I can’t lose
lost in love or lost in hate
brought upon a damned fate
of tears and ties that were broken
Thoughts that shouldn’t be spoken
but I spoke them anyway
And knowing what I couldn’t say
would have, could have been the one
there in the shining sun
Brighter than the brightest day
realizing now that I must pay
For this curse is worse than all can bare
the least I can say is that it’s fair
For love of her, not love of me
is something that’s now lost at sea
Beaten by the crushing waves
I’ve become it’s lowly slave
For it will not stop, no nevermore
and on my mind I can be sure
it will stay till the end of days
I lost her in so many ways
I think of all the times gone by
and now I sit here and cry
The tears of loss are of the worst
and may I wish for a new rebirth
but I know death won’t come by me
But I wish for it to see
that I need to rescue her
for tears that I have caused to occur
The words they don’t come but I wish they would
But I know they’re lost and I never could
find them in the light of day
and I know the darkness hid them away
The fire burns deep inside
and just maybe in this I confide
and bring her back to me again
before I’ve lost and reached the end
And now I wish for her to forgive
and give me back the way I want to live
With her in my arms and feelings of love
as I float along with the view of a dove
and then the whole world I will see
and finally she’ll come back to me
For lost no more, it has been found
I return to the ground
and look into her eyes once again
and see that I have reached the end
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