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26 August 2002, Friday
17:39
#2

Okay, number two. I've just been instant-messaging my friend John (Davis) from school. Last year starting in October I had a really, really big crush on him. Then it started waning after the holidays. Then in April, I had a dream where we were in school. It was at the very end of the day, and near the end of the year. He was sitting with some friends, just hanging around. I walked up to him and asked, "Will you go out with me?"

He said, "Yeah; but, are you sure you're readY?"

Surprised and a little upset, I asked, "What do you mean 'am I sure I'm ready?'"

He explained, "I mean, do you think you're ready to make a committment...to being in a relationship...with me...or with anybody?"

That left me speechless, and that's all I remember from the dream.

But since school started, I think... I have been slowly starting to 'like' him again. I don't know what to do......