More Poems By Heather
"Alone"
Theres nothing I could say
to relieve this aching pain
taking it all day by day
but this lonlieness is all I’ve gained
Sitting by myself in a crowd, baby
with nothing but a bag of chips and a heart of ache
wishing, remembering that you were here with me
but know all I own now is heartbreak
Alone by myself, alone from you
alone from everything, hun
everything that I thought I knew
Too upset to sigh, to upset to cry
to upset to think that I had you in my life
You might think that I’m crazy
but I’m only crazy wanting you
wanting you hun, back for me
is that really such a crazy thing to do?
Waiting for me, waiting for you, hun
waiting for a resolution that’ll never come
Crying out for you, crying out for me
depressing huh? How deep love can be?
Copyrighted by Heather
"Need"
I’ve been wanting you, needing you
you’ve been longing, urging for me
is there nothing the two of us can do?
but to just sit back and be?
Be alone, be without
be ghostlike, wailing out in doubt
Couldn’t we be together, hun?
after this, after all is said and done
caring, loving, capturing attention
is not the responsibilty of just one
I need you so bad, so bad it aches
but the line is busy and I’m in heartbreak
Breaking from me, breaking from life
breaking away, free of all this strife
Needing you is like a one-way street
your still at home and I’m lost in defeat
Defeated by you, defeated by insanity
defeated by all I thought we could be
Defeated by the lack of tragedy, baby
that is so unlikely not to see
Your pedestal was a burden to my feet, honey
your missing heart, a heavy weight for me
A weight, breaking me down, leaving me in defeat
Yours was unlike any love I’ve felt or seen
Need is too strong a word for how I feel
Distracted by you, by me, I could not see
Copyrighted by Heather
More to come soon. I only have so much time, ya know?? Also, I'd like to express my sympathies to the families especially and the rest of America how sorry I am about what happened in NYC. Not only was it horrible but it also brought out the worst in some of us as well. Keep the peace amongst ourselves please.
-Heather