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Understand?
I wrote a letter on an over pass
It was a K, for kill, kill myself
I want everyone to know I'm gonna blow my head off
Singing to myself with a gun in my mouth
Maybe if i die it might justify beliving the lie
Theres no point in life so there must be a point in death
Open my mind with a silver bullet
Put my finger on the trigger, god knows im gonna pull it
You wont understand why I did it
You wont understand why I said it
You'll never know why im gone
You never knew anything was wrong
I dont know where I belong
With a gleam in my eye I say everythings fine
I wont be here tommorow so I'll tell you what you want to hear
You couldn't save me even if you knew my fear

Open my mouth, open my mind, all over a brick wall
It's all over, thats it, go home, nothin to see, curtain call
This final steps gotta satisfy, what I cant deny
Empty a chamber, Empty my mind, all over a crowded room
A smile on my face, not a care in the world when I meet my doom
I'll gain retrobution from my institution
I'll make it all seem like an illusion
You wont understand, because this never happened
Push it to the back of your shallow mind
I'm still alive because you want me to be
You can't see me anymore because im not there
6 feet under, Is were I make life fair
The pain is gone, I wasn't wrong
It hurt so good, to be surrounded by wood
But now Im lonely in my chamber of solitude
The world walks above me, the world walks without me
No one to stare at, no one to laugh with, no one to talk to
Guess I shoulda taken a second look at life
Maybe it wasnt so bad, I could'a dealt with the strife
Hurts so bad, to be in a body bag
Wheres my second chance?

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