I.M.TV
When the world fell apart
Now I've forgoten where to start
In the dark close my eyes
Fade away with the world
Ringing in my ears
Self destruct all my fears
Face to face with the dillusion
It hurts so much to watch it die
I wouldn't mind if it didnt mean a thing tonight
Cause it means everything to me right now
It would be alright if tommorow never came
Cause I know it wont be like it is right now
I don't know if I will survive the night
And if this is the last thing I ever write
Please believe that you meant the world to me
And remember things the way they used to be
Not for what we were not
Not for what we forgot
But what we always had
The good things over the bad
I won't ever know if it could have been different
But it probably means nothing to you now
I could survive if I saw your face tommorow
But you probably have forgotten mine by now
The news today doesn't make me smile anymore
Little things don't amuse me like they did before
I've grown fast asleep with the people I see
No one completes the siloete from my dream
Athousand could try and athousand would fail
I stand alone in my ignorant future
It wouldn't hurt so much if it was inevitable
Like a gun shot we crashed through the night
It would ease my mind if I knew it wasn't my fault
But facts overcome fiction when it comes to this
Distracted for a minute or two by a shiny object
I'll dive right back into my forgotten subject
What I wouldn't give to tell you how I feel
Couldn't bare to put you through my ordeal
I couldn't accept your pitty
I wouldnt want it if it wasn't meant to be
It might be alright If I wasnt screaming at you inside my head
But theirs no obsession in my veins
It couldn't hurt to jump off a cliff one more time
Cause my heart grows numb from athousand feet
Don't know how to say goodbye tonight
To myself and my friends and a mountain
Sense of direction devided among a noise and a name
The noise has no commitment and the name has no face
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