A time ago I was alone and astray. Searching for someone to take my pain away. Then one afternoon I saw and met you, and knew we'd be friends for ever, always. You've been there for me through thick and thin. and I thank you dearly, coming from within. As the time passes I'll be here for you always. To guide you down these darkened hallways. When I grow older, and find things new, I will always and forever look up to you. I know in my heart this friendship will never end, I can feel it growing, coming from within. There will be no hearts broken, and no lies untold. I'll always be your hand to hold. And if you fall I'll pick you up, and make you believe your better than enough. We'll be best friends forever, you know it's true. It's coming from within me and you.
You loved me. You held me. You told me you cared for me. You cheated. You left. You didn't care to say goodbye. Now I'm drowning in my ocean of tears, and you don't even care. You see and hear me crying for help, but you don't look back. You keep walking gracefully along the sandy shore, as I drown here, in my ocean of tears. Now I'm dead, and cannot breathe. The tears have filled my lungs and you still don't look back. I'm floating there, dead- in my ocean of tears.
A broken heart. A polluted ocean. A burning forest. A dream never coming true. Destruction. A burst of lightening on an old abandoned house. A bomb going off in the middle of the night. A love that was lost and you weren't strong enough to fight. A starving child in the middle of Asia. Destruction. A baby crying out for it's mom when it's a lone and helpless. A burning love that got sucked down. A homeless man that hungers for shelter. A raped adolescent who will never be the same. Destruction. These are all forms of destruction, but in reality the world is just one big destructed mass.
I know that I could sleep on needles and not get hurt. I know that I could get caught in a fire and not get burnt. I know that I can survive a crash, because I know I was made to last. But if there was a time when I lost you, I would have to survive, but I don't know how to. I know that I could live through the cold. I know that I can survive when I'm old. I know that I could live alone, because I know I'm made of stone. But if there was a time when I lost you, I would have to survive, but I don't know how to. I know that I could lose my sanity and not go crazy. I know that I could swim the seven seas and not drown, because I know that I will always be around. But if there was a time when I lost you, I would have to survive, but I don't know how to.
Screaming for your life will kill you! Why do you insist on dying? Why do you want to burn in Hell? Stay here on earth and be tortured. Don't leave this harsh world, you'll just live the same way. The fire in your eyes are like drugs taking over your brain. They'll kill you! Why do you take the pills lying on the table? You know they'll kill you! As this dream takes over your mind you're being killed. Hurry! Wake up! Don't get killed. Then you won't be living in this world... "What? Where am I? Oh damn, that was a dream! I actually thought I was being killed. Mommy! Mommy! Don't let the demons in my head kill me. Hold me close and don't let go. I want to stay in this beautiful world forever.
Rough winds and thundering rain come pouring down. Nothing surrounding me, except a sudden pound. A burst of lightening merges from the dark, stormy sky, and I sit alone, wanting to cry. The storms in my mind haunt me. They make me cry. The storms in my mind surround me- all through the night. The thunder gets louder, and the rain begins to hurt. I feel a beating within me, and my heart feels it could burst. The storms in my mind want to do away with me. The storms in my mind want me to die.
Beautiful. Charming. An everlasting soul. Rich. Sophisticated. One whom never turns old. The great ones are the ones that hurt you. The beautiful ones never stay. They always shut you out and turn their faces away. Hateful. Greedy. Knowing they're better than you. Wanting. Needing. Thinking they're higher than you. The great ones have a need for attention. The beautiful ones never have enough affection. The great ones, the beautiful ones- will never hurt me. They can't stop me from being what I want to be.
You look at me with a sensual smile. And I'll run to you mile by mile. You lay me down on satin sheets and as we move my breath becomes weak. Your hands flow down my silky sides and I stare into you with passion in my eyes. I no longer feel the need to be nervous, I want you now- no doubt about this. I move up toward you, as you push down, and suddenly I can feel Heaven all around. As sweat starts to flow down our backs, the feeling overflows and we can't turn back. I'll love you forever, for the rest of my life. And now I know, tonight is the night.
Don't bleed for your life to be over. Bleed for your mind to decay. Don't strive for your life to be over. Strive for your heart to break. Get out. Get away. Get back. I don't need you here. Stay out. Stay away. Stay back. I can't stand this fear. Blind by passion and burnt by hate. You don't have anything to appreciate. Scared from life and staring into death. You can't even bear to breathe. Run. Run away. Fly. Fly today. You cry black tears from your blood-shot eyes. You hurt me with your words. You don't even realize. You make me cry, Butterfly. Yes, you are the Butterfly. The one with broken wings. So, you are the Butterfly. You burn me with your beauty. So fly. Fly away. Spread those wings. Go, get away. Butterfly, my Butterfly- Leave this place.
