My Father
It was him alone that shattered me
Coming into this world was scary enough
But being rejected is one of the worst feelings
Yes, my family and friends love me
They are wonderful and they are my saviors
Still, why doesn't he want me?
He hurts me through and through
Cards and money, even occassionally, don't replace
Love from him is what I seek
Now, even though I don't want to, I hate him
I hate him for what he has done to me
I hate him for what he has put me through
My very own flesh and blood
How and why is what I want to know
Pent up rage boils inside of me
I love him for helping to make me
Yet, I still hate him with a passion
Alyssa Burkett
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