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"What are you talking about Sonny?"
Sonny picked up the papers and handed them to Jason. Jason quickly scanned the papers,
"That Son of a--!" Sonny quickly interrupted Jason,
"Getting upset isn't going to help"
Jason took in a deep breath and looked at Sonny, "Tell me everything you know."
Sonny looked at Jason to make sure he would remain calm and when he saw Jason nod at him, he knew he could proceed. Sonny slowly nodded his head and sat back down.
"Apparently someone broke in to the warehouse last night around one, the guards saw him running from the building when he set off the alarm in the main office. They weren't able to catch him, but they called me and told me to come down and see if anything was missing."
Jason walked over to the couch and sat opposite from Sonny, he spoke calmly,
"And what was missing Sonny?"
Instinctively Sonny lowered his voice, even though no one was in the Penthouse,
"Some papers were missing, Jason." He inched closer to Jason, almost falling off the couch, "…some of those papers…" Sonny sighed and ran a hand through his hair, "Jason, some of those papers, well, they said some things."
Jason looked at Sonny trying to think of what papers they could possibly be, suddenly a dark expression came over his face and his eyes widened.
"Please, Sonny, tell me the papers connecting us to the organization are still there."
Jason's eyes pleaded with Sonny's. Sonny had to look away, it was his fault, if he hadn't asked Jason to help him get rid of Moreno he would never be in this mess.
"I'm Sorry, Jason, everything that connects us to Moreno's death…it's all gone. All of it."
Jason jumped off the couch and grabbed his jacket, Sonny raced after him, getting in front of the door just before Jason reached it,
"where are you going, Jason?" He looked at Jason he looked so cold and distant, "don't do anything stupid."
Jason looked Sonny in the eyes and spoke calmly,
"I won't do anything stupid Sonny, I'm going to do what I should have done a long time ago."
Jason pushed Sonny out of the way so abruptly Sonny didn't have a chance to get back in front of the door.
"What are you going to do?"
Jason turned towards Sonny and spoke with pure hate,
"Kill AJ"
And with that Jason was gone.
Juan looked at Emily. Sonny never told him that she was blind. Just that she was in an accident, she was a Quartermaine and she had spunk. Juan spoke softly,
"I'm sorry Emily, I didn't know."
Emily pushed the hair back from her face and held her head up.
"Well, it's not like I put an add in the PC Banner." She turned back towards the table and pushed herself onto it. "Now, if you don't mind I have an appointment with a doctor and I he should be here any minute, our appointment is for 5:30, so if you'll excuse me."
Juan looked over to the clock. It read 5:15, but he couldn't bring himself to tell her, he walked towards the door.
"Well, it was nice meeting you. I'll tell Sonny our doing okay."
Juan exited the room, but Emily called out to him,
"Wait, you never told me how you knew Sonny…Juan?…Juan?"
Emily sighed and slumped against the wall, waiting for Joe.
She heard them coming. She could hear the footsteps and the slight squeak in the shoes he wore. They were different from last time. Last week they were heavier, she remembered that. And they had made a tapping noise...
And then she heard hers. Her heels (which were actually thick, contradicting her first guess) seemed to be pounding on the ground. And then a knock.
"Em?"
"Still here."
She could tell that he would be smiling, even if she couldn't see him. She slid down from the bed as he spoke,
"Emily, I would like you to meet Dr. London."
Emily timidly held out her hand, and Dr. London grasped it warmly.
"You can call me Elizabeth when there aren't any doctors around. Joe doesn't count."
She smiled at Joe's chuckle, but dropped her hand.
"So what are you going to teach me?" She asked cooley, telling the doctor that this friendly chat was over.
By the pause, she could tell that Elizabeth and Joe were exchanging glances.
"Well, Emily, you're going to learn how to depend on your other senses, how to walk-"
"I know how to walk."
"-with a cane." Elizabeth finished. "I understand that you may feel uncomfortable with that, but I promise you-it will make your life a whole lot easier. What are your interests, what do you like to do?"
Emily thought for a moment before picking all of the visual things she enjoyed.
"Read, write in my journal, go to concerts, dance...I can't very well dance with a cane, can I?"
Another pause. That exchange of glances again...
"Emily you can do all of those things. You can still hear the music, concerts would be a blast. And once you get used to the balance, I promise you that you can pick up dance once again. And as for reading and writing-there is a class that you can take once you are feeling better. Have you ever heard of braille?"
Emily nodded. She had heard of it, of course. But she never imagined having to use all of those dots and reading with her fingers.
"But first, as I said earlier, we are going to help you enhance your other senses. We have an appointment schedualed for tomorrow at noon. Will you be up for it?"
And let her think that she was helpless? Emily thought.
"Of course."
"Wonderful. It was very nice to meet you, Emily. I'll see you tomorrow then."
Her shoes pounded on the tile as the woman left, closing the door behind her. Emily turned her head.
"Joe?"
"I have something for you."
She heard the rustle of his coat as he reached into his pocket. The rest was silence.
"What is it?"
He reached for her hand and placed a plastic object into it.
"Sunglasses?"
"The bandage can come off today Emily. Go ahead and have a seat."
And so she propped herself up on the bed again and listened as Joe closed the blinds. The familiar sound of metal meant that he was pulling a stool over.
She waited patiently while he unwound the bandage, thinking about other things...thinking about what had happened earlier in the room, of that boy.
As the bandage fell free from her eyes, she opened them and looked around.
"Now, tell me what you see."
"Joe-" she said quietly, her voice timid.
"What is it?"
"A few weeks ago when I was here, I saw shadows. And you said that I could get better...."
"What do you see now?"
Emily's shoulders trembled. "The shadows are smaller, I can't see them as well."
Joe placed a hand on Emily's arm. "Emily," his voice was soft and gentle, "you're not getting worse. The tests we ran indicate that. It is quite possible that you're having a harder time today. There are days when you might not see anything at all. But by seeing at least an inch of that shadow means that you are healing. Okay?"
Emily nodded and reached for the sunglasses. Joe placed them in her hands, wondering if she would accept what he had said, or if she would be saddened at the thought of moderate progress. But Emily put on the sunglasses and turned Joe's way.
"Well?" she asked expectantly, "how do I look?"
Joe let out a laugh. "Very in." he promised. He patted her leg as he shook his head and stood. "I bought only the best, I promise you that. Come on. I'm off in a few minutes, I'll give you a ride home."
Emily hopped down from the bed and began to walk towards the door. Pausing in the doorway, she tilted her head as she heard the distinct squeaking sound again.
"Joe?"
It stopped.
"Yeah?"
Emily smiled. "Are you wearing sneakers?"
There was no rain today.
Because of this, he drew the blinds, blocking the sunlight from streaming across his bedroom. The images were gone...for now. Each night he would hear the sound of the skidding car, see the flames as debris flew everywhere.
But not now....Now, he was given a break from that memory. And he used that break to think about how she was doing right now.
She was blind. This he knew by the papers. And the fact that the Quartermaine's had called to see how he was doing himself. Surprisingly they had not called to blame him. No, he was doing enough of that himself.
"Nikolas?"
He ignored the knock at the door.
"Nik-come on, man, let me in."
This had been going on for the past thirty minutes. Giving in, Nikolas stood from his desk chair and walked over to the door. As soon as he unlocked it, the door was thrown open. His brother looked around at the drawn shades and Nikolas' growing facial hair.
"What the hell are you doing? You haven't been outside in weeks, you sit up here in darkness..."
"Don't, Lucky." Nikolas warned.
"You have Mrs. Landsburry bring up all of your meals, you won't talk to anyone...Nikolas. She's alive. Don't you understand that? She's alive. So, she's blind. She's strong, Nikolas, you and I both know that. She'll get through it but she needs help. Just because all she sees is darkness doesn't mean that that's all you should see too."
Nikolas stared at his brother. "Please leave."
"Okay, man, but you have to get out of this mood sometime and see her."
"Lucky..."
"I'm going, I'm going." The door closed behind him as he walked out.
Nikolas stared at the back of the wood door a long time before turning around, and when he did he caught sight of a picture on his bedside table. A picture of Emily and himself. Reaching up, he ran a hand over the tiny hairs that were growing because of his lack of care.
Nodding to himself, he reached out for the window before hurrying to his bathroom to shave.
On the grounds of Spoon Island, Lucky Spencer looked up towards the house. He smiled in satisfaction as he saw a change in it. Stepping onto the launch, he rode away from the island where, in the house, one room welcomed the sunlight.
Joe led Emily out of the room and down the hospital hallway to where Monica was patiently waiting for her return. When she saw Emily appear from the room she stood up and waited. She knew she shouldn't ask questions about what her and Joe talked about, but the woman walking next to Emily intrigued her.
"Hi, I'm Monica Quartermaine, Emily's mother. I'm also the chief of staff and I don't remember seeing you around here."
Emily rolled her eyes; she hated it when her mother threw their name around like it entitled them to some special treatment. She could feel Elizabeth tense next to her, it wasn't unusual, and people always felt that way around "the great Quartermaine's".
"I'm Elizabeth, I was just giving your daughter some pointers, telling her how to use her walking stick correctly…things like that."
Oops she didn't say what she was doing here. Emily thought. Monica always liked to know who was in her hospital and when.
Monica waited for Elizabeth to finish, but when it became clear that Elizabeth wasn't saying anything more Monica motioned for Emily to follow her out of the hospital. Monica was halfway down the hall when she realized Emily wasn't following her. She silently cursed Nikolas Cassadine.
"Emily, sweetheart, we have to go now."
Only now did Emily follow Monica out to the car.
Nikolas walked off of the launch ready to finally face Emily. He hadn't seen her since she woke up in the hospital. She looked so helpless, so weak.
Nikolas shook his head, trying to clear out all the gruesome images held within. He would not back out this time. Every night he would walk to the Quartermaine Mansion, and every night he would sit outside her bedroom window to scared to go in. The Quartermaine's had been fairly nice to him after the accident. They didn't blame him, well, most of them didn't. AJ was the only one openly hostile towards him. Monica just avoided him.
Nikolas walked up the driveway.
I will do this.
Nikolas reached for the doorbell and exhaled sharply. He pushed it. Nikolas waited and waited, nut no one answered the door. He knew Reginald was back to being his old self since Laticia came back. He rang again, but he heard nothing. Slowly Nikolas turned and walked back down the driveway, somehow knowing that he would never be able to bring himself back to this house.
Monica and Emily pulled into the driveway. Monica had been asking questions about Joe and Elizabeth the entire ride home. Emily quickly made a mental note to have Reginald take her to her next appointment. Monica slowed the car down.
"Are we to the house already?" Emily asked, curious to why Monica would suddenly become so quiet.
"No, Emily, there was just a squirrel in the road." Monica said, while she quietly watched Nikolas Cassadine walk away from the house.
She saw the way he walked, his head down not paying attention, caught up in his own emotions, his own pain…Monica smiled.
Reginald did, in fact, drive her to the hospital the next day. It took a while for Emily to talk him into it, but she was so persuasive, he just couldn't turn her down, and he eventually gave in. He guided her into the room in which Dr. London had requested they meet. With a promise to return at two, Reginald left her to her therapy. She waited in a chair by the door, concentrating on the ticking of the clock. Minutes later, she heard the familiar heels down the hall and soon they stopped by the door.
''Emily, it's good to see you again. Are you ready to start therapy?''
Emily stood and tried to follow the doctor's voice towards the center of the room.
''I thought that therapy was supposed to be for people that could be healed.''
Though she couldn't see her, Emily guessed that the woman was frowning, and she waited to be scolded for her attitude.
''Dr. Scanlon told me that your eyes are healing, Emily.''
''So what's the use of this?''
''This therapy,'' the woman replied patiently, ''is so that you can carry out your everyday activities. It will take months before your blindness is entirely cured, and until you can see again, learning how to get around with a cane will make your life much easier.'' She paused at Emily's silence before saying kindly, ''Are you ready to start?''
Emily nodded and so they began.
The room, it turned out, was quite large with a tile floor and bare white walls. As the woman explained to Emily how to walk with the cane, she pointed out that various obstacles were spread out around the room. As the hour passed and she grew more confident, Emily walked along the floor, the cane scraping the ground in front of her as it moved back and forth.
''So, how long have you been doing this, Dr. London?'' Emily wanted to know.
''For about three years now.'' The woman replied, keeping an eye on the girl.
''Why did you decide to get into this field?''
''My brother lost his sight to cancer when he was twenty. And call me Elizabeth,'' she reminded her.
''Did he ever get it back?'' Emily asked.
Elizabeth watched as Emily located a chair and maneuvered around it. ''Some people aren't fortunate enough to recover.''
Emily stopped and grew silent; Elizabeth knew that she hit a nerve.
''I have a friend named Elizabeth.'' The cane swung out in front of her as she proceeded, choosing to ignore the woman's answer.
''Oh?'' Elizabeth asked, urging Emily to continue on.
But Emily only nodded as the cane continued to guide her way.
The woman sighed as she looked out the parlor window. It was so hard these days; so hard on her daughter, so hard on the rest of the family. She wished that she could do something - anything - to help her. She knew, however, that Emily would have to deal with this on her own.
But oh, what a difficult time she was having. Emily dreaded going to the hospital for checkups in fear of hearing worse news, in fear that the shadows had gone away - as Emily had once described. The woman knew these fears for they were multiplied for her. A mother's worst fear was a child's unhappiness. What if Joe had been wrong? What if she was getting worse? Being a doctor, she knew about words of encouragement and how quickly diagnoses' could be changed. What if it was just false hope?
''Monica.''
The woman turned away from the window to see her husband in the doorway.
''Oh, Alan.'' She reached out for him and he enveloped her in a hug. ''I only wish there was something I could do for her.''
The man closed his eyes and nodded knowingly as he stroked his wife's hair in comfort.
''I know, Sweetheart, but there is nothing we could do. Dr. Scanlon said that she's on her way to recovery; we can only give it time.''
''Our poor baby, Alan. I would give anything to switch places with her.'' The woman's eyes blurred with tears. ''I hate how she lives in fear, I hate how she has to suffer.'' Her voice rose, as she grew angry. ''I hate how she's cutting us off, Alan. If only she didn't get into that car with him. If it weren't for Nikolas Cassadine, our daughter would still have her sight!''
''Sshh,'' Alan comforted as Monica cried softly in her husband's arms. ''We told ourselves that we wouldn't blame him.'' He paused, ''And I'm sure that Nikolas has put enough guilt on himself.''
''You're right, you're right.'' Monica stepped back and dried her eyes. ''Putting the blame on someone is just so much easier than accepting it.''
''But we have to.'' Alan held Monica once again, his chin resting gently on her hair, his eyes on a picture of the family. ''We have to for Emily's sake.''
General Hospital's Friendship Forever