~Hi everyone i,m trying my best
to create a home page. This is the first
time for me, but im going to give it my
best shot, so be patient with me please.
Thank you, I know you will be. I,ll tell
you about my self, im in my early
fifty,s wont tell you exactly, a woman
never tells her true age. he he!! I live
in phila. pa. i lived in new york city
for years but philly is where i was
born,after my divorce i came back,to
philly to live I,m an agoraphobic, for
those of you who dont no what that
is,its a fear of panic attacks when you
go out doors, ive had this for many
years.In the begining i did,nt know what
was wronge with me till i had my first
panic attack.My doctor sent me to a
shrink and he told me i had
agoraphobia, he put me on meds and i,ve
delt with it through many years~
~Now i,d like to tell you a story
about my angel MAYA who is a
twin~ ~I,ll
start from the first time i saw her. Her
parents monique and david and there
three year old son Ian, and the twins
they were 2 weeks old. They were
getting out of there car so i went over
to help them and monique handed me maya
i followed them into there house and it
was time for the babys feeding so i
offered to feed maya to give monique a
helping hand and thats how it all
started. From then on maya and i were
together every day. Alot of the time i
had both kai and maya i was in my glory,
the first thing i did when i got in the
morning was to call monique to see if
the babys were ok, and if i could help.
Monique became like a daughter to me and
david like a son and the twins well he
he he im nana to them~
~This baby picture looks just
like maya when she slept~
~This is what i wrote
about maya~
~The
Angel Of My Life~
~MY MAYA~
~An angel came into
my life, and her name is MAYA. The first
time i held her in my arms at 2 weeks
old i felt so much love for her, it just
bubbled out of me. I could feel her love
for me just as strong. The bond between
us just grew and grew. When im with her
im in another world. When she laughs or
gives me a certian loving look i could
just die. I get so excited i want to hug
and kiss her all day. I could look at
her for hours on end. She gives me so
much happiness that i bless her mother
and father for having her. Ive had alot
of love in my life, but nothing compares
to the love i have for my~
~Darling Angel MAYA~
~This is a little shrine to
my angel maya~ 
~These
babys remind me of when my
two darlings when they were crawling
all over the place he he~
~They were so adorable,
when i would sit on the floor they would
crawl as fast as they could to get to my
lap, he he one would get on one side of
my lap and one on the other side, the
only way they would get off my lap
was, i had to get up off the floor, then
they would follow me all over, it was
sooo cute i never got anything done
around the house, all i did was play
with them. I was in heaven, tired he he
because they were a hand full, but the
joy they gave me was worth it no matter
how tired i was. I want you to no that
i loved my kai kai man just as much as
my darling maya,but she was the one i
had all of the time, and like i said we
bonded, when i had both i gave them the
same amount of my love to each~
~Here,s another picture i found
that looks like them when they were a
few months old~
As you can see maya is holding
her bottle for dear life she sure loved
to eat. I would go into the kitchen and
she would,nt take her eyes off of me,i
would get the box of cookies and rattle
it and both would crawl as fast as could
be to get a cookie, but maya allways got
there first he he, she loved food more
than my kai kai man, but i would wait
till he made it too,then i would give
them a cookie at the same time, Oops did
i say A cookie he he more like half a
box. OH what memories, i could picture
them now so vividly in my mind like they
were right here beside me~
~When they were 2
years old~
~They had to move to virgina
davids job needed him there, well i was
heart sick. The day they were leaving i
couldnt even go and say goodbye to all
of them i was crying so much,i didnt
want the babys to see nana like that.i
was heart sick for a long time not being
able to have them close by. But they
came to see me and would leave maya with
me for a couple of days and on the
holidays they come to see me and of
course they leave maya with me. Now
there 5 years old and i email them
allmost every day, they let there mom
write for them and they tell her what to
say to nana. Maya was here in june for
three days we had a ball, so things
worked out fine in the end. They,ll be
coming soon before the summer ends, and
im sure looking forward to it.I found
these cute little kids they remind me of
how maya and kai play together. ~To me
theres not a sound more beautiful then a
childs laughter~ 
~Kisses from me to
you~ 
~Thank you all so much for
stopping by~~GOD BLESS BIG HUGS~
Sign My GuestbookView My Guestbook
Carolynrose@webtv.net
~Page 2
Please Click Here~ 