Sunday, 23 March 2003
I don’t know what im doin/my best friend is leavin me again/is there something wrong with me/im beggin on my knees/ lord oh please tell me why/ur doing this to me now/cant u see all the pain ive been through/so why r u throwin this at me/ive only ever given repsect/ lovin my friends as family/nothing I seem to do is right/for you lord up above/so many years of laughter/so many years of tears/but now I open up and realise/ this is one of my greatest fears/ why why why why why/ cant u see I don’t need this/ cant u give me some more time/ we were the closest of best friends/ never let any one ruin it/ but now im afraid it’s all over/ for good and good and good/ she’s moving her self to England/ she’s packin her bags in 6months/ wot am I spose to do now/ sit around n’ cry my eyes out/ she’s like another sister/ always get along/ we’ve shared so many deep secrets/ many jokes about those blokes/ but now it’s coming to an end/ I never thought it’ll end like this/I never thought it would end/still to me it’ll never end/ why do I have to say/ say something I don’t want to/ this emotional farewell/ goodbye means so much to me/ she’ll always be in my heart/ vision of her and I walking/ shoppin, joking, watchin movies/ all those memories in my heart/ never will I fall apart/ knowing she’s always my friend/ no matter where on earth is she/ I’ll never forget all the times she helped me/ the times she never forgot me/ all the times she always stood by me/ we went through hell we went through heaven/ we’ve fought only once in our time/ been best friends for a long time/ too many years to count em’ by/ never once did I doubt it/ our friendship was always so true/ couldn’t sit by and argue/ we’d share so many things together/ our favourite colour was always blue/ when I got a cold she would always have the flu/cold n’ flu tablets we’d call ourselves/ so many jokes we’d tell everyone/ they’d believe us and we’d giggle it away/ runnin away from our friends/ while we’re shoppin at the hyperdome/ Ruth and Jonney oh we were fighting/runnin outta Westco/runnin all the way to the toilets/ runnin down those many stairs/ hiding away so Ruth and Jonney/ would never find us/ never find us/ we sat there laughing/ tears came to our eyes/so many lil things we did were stupid/though we were young/ we were young/ laughter came to us like there was no tomorrow/ but no matter what the problem was/ we’d stand by each other/all the way/oh all the way/ when we were at school/ we’d hell at each other/ so many teachers would yell at us/ at lunch times we’d laugh it off/ so many people thought we were crazy/ but we already knew/ we already knew/ so now im going to end this/ with many memories of our friendship/ happy and the sad times/ never will we be apart/ we’re always in each other’s heart/ I just want to tell you Toni/ I love you will all my heart/ thank you for being a great friend/ please don’t ever forget me/ when your sad just think about those memories/ take care of yourself/ I’ll never forget you/ how could I ever do that/ you’ve grown to be like my sister/ we’ve been through so much/ that im glad we’re still friends/ forever we’ll remain like that/ enjoy yourself when your in England/ be careful and remain safe/ love you lots gurl/
