I don't really feel like being up much later typing about the last day or two, so I'll update briefly. Everything fell through. It seems my week went from a 10 to a 2 in all of 10 minutes. I'm in an alright mood now, seeing how I spent the last hour playing Vice City. Anyways, it seems my cousin from Groton has just moved out of her house to live with her boyfriend and his family. Things only get worse from there, but I don't feel like typing it all up, because #1, it's long, and #2, I don't want to spread anything I don't need to. To sum up the situation, she moved out against her parents will, and it was horrible. Needless to say we are being affected greatly by it too. Then, not more than 2 minutes after we got that phone call last night, I called that certain someone to go out to dinner. Well, as it turns out, there is a rally called 'Acquire the Fire' held every year at the start of the school year. Seeing how she is big on religion (which was awesome on my part), she made a pledge then. She commited herself to not date anyone and 'date' God. Meaning she wouldn't spend time on useless relationships and spend it getting to know the most supreme being we'll ever know (those of us that believe that theory, but I don't feel I have to try to relate to everyone, atheists too, because it's my site, I'll say what I want). So she said she would've liked to have gone out with me, and it kind of ended there. I think I accidentally put a guilt trip on her though. When she asked if I was alright I told her I had had an episode with my cousin. After very briefly describing the situation, I had to go. So yea, there goes that. That's what happens when I try for the 'class angel,' if you will. Right now I feel utterly useless. I know I'll be fine in a few days, but it gets quite depressing when you have a losing streak like this. I'm not usually one to complain, but the last few girls I've connected with, I've really connected with, or I could see a good outlook on it all. I guess I've been wrong.

So I spent today opening at the coffee shop, and I spent the afternoon with Kathryn. We saw like everyone is existence at the mall, and it was funny. Ummm, and I spent the evening playing the black box because I'm wicked tired and shouldn't drive on 4 hours sleep. Oh well, tomorrow's another day.
posted by Kyle @ 11:03:01 PM [+]