Sending Kisses and Hugs To Heaven

Dear Mom,
I just wanted to wish you a very Merry Christmas
In Heaven. We miss you more then you could ever know.
It seems like only a moment ago that I saw your smile,
and listened to you laugh. I guess that's good,
that it seem's like only moments therefor you are
constantly living within my heart mom. My dream
is to be the mom that you were to me for my kids.
I always want to be there for them and listen
with such intrest the way you did always.
Dad misses you so so so much mom, but we're
here for him, trying our hardest to keep
him smiling. He is doing good, you would
be so proud of him. Each of us has our moments
but Sherida keep's reminding us that you would
want us to have a Merry Chrismtmas and not give up.
Sherida keep's reminding us that that's what you would
have done had it have been one of us. Gosh darn it,
typing this all out is tear~ing me up and giving me
a frog in my throat, which reminds me that we are going
to drive dad crazy and carry on the frog tradition
just for you mom. In fact, I have taken a fancy
to frogs myself and I am pretty sure the whole family
has. It makes us smile when we see frogs because we
think of you mom. Mom, I just want you to know
I keep you in my heart always. You are always
with me and I MISS You I hope you can
see us and watch over us mom. I hope you can
be with all of our family in heaven mom. Hugging,
laughing and having fun just the way you would
here, I hope you are not sad. We will keep
traveling on our journey of sadness and try
to only smile when we think of you mom, and
try not to cry anymore, but it sure is hard.
We love you mom, I love you mom and Miss you.
SENDING
KISSES AND HUGS TO HEAVEN
MERRY CHRISTMAS MOM