I’m not sure what it is I feel
But generally it’s tragic
And I know not when it will heal
For it has lost all it’s magic
It now breaks down my strength and will
Not manual but automatic
My whole it seems content to steal
Creates a nature so ecstatic

My heart is slowly filled with grief
But I don’t wholly now why
I look to love for the relief
But lost the ability to cry
I appear to be without belief
Due to many a prior lie
And now hangs this untimely reef
On my way, by and by

This love creates no solutions
As my problem grows greater
Many blind me with illusions
As they call me as their waiter
I see beauty in my dilusions
But my eyes are the traitor
My failure are a great polution
Falling sometimes now and sometime later

Troubles have grown and up they stack
And there seems no coming end
These mirages lead me off my track
My enemy was once my friend
My strings I know fully lack
Not a message the master send
And I now wholly turn my back
My heart I’ll no longer lend

For it too grows sick of the rage
Grows tired of the abuse
I’ll not stay in sorrow’s cage
To have my esteem reduce
Back away! And off my stage
Your evil I will now deduce
And to my book another page
For the bindings are coming loose

Now my heart is wrapped in shrouds
With a crimson red stain
Stabbed by the care free crowds
Filled with the depressed and insane
Stepping across what is allowed
But alas here comes the rain
Falling free from the clouds
And washes clear the pain!

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