Outsider
Black is night, night is me.
I'm not like you, can't you see?
I live in darkness, waiting for night,
I lurk where others die of fright.
My life revolves around the dark,
The light is gone, yet I still hold a spark.
No one sees me, no one knows.
When I say I'm the outsider, I guess it shows.
My life, full of anger, no where to vent.
That is why the darkness of night is my element.
Lonliness, always part of my life.
If I were only brave enough to pull a knife.
I'm an outsider, I'm all alone,
The spark is fading, though once I shone.
No one loves me, so why care,
When everyone turns head to stare?
They only look because I'm a freak,
My only life is hellish and bleak.
My friends betray me, and alone I weep,
With nobody to share, dark secrets I keep.
Into confusion I am thrown,
Cursed to spend my life alone.
~Kimberly Hudon~
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