when you said that you were going to be leaving me your existance and meaning ceased to be when you see the glare of my knife you know it will be the end of your life now im kicking and smashing in your knees as your intestines are being hung like some expensive tapistry i think i heard your voice, a beg, a plea? but its been drown out by the fading memories of the beautiful smile you used to give me every night has now been replaced with a horrid look of panic and fright kaleidoscoped emotions set the grueling pace as i mutilate your ugly wretched face i hear you take your last breath and i feel theres something left but the answer eludes me like the wind through the trees