why bother cauterizing the wound
i just wanna die soon
take this life away from me
for pain is all i see
with a heart so empty how can i bleed
fuck your god and kill me
dreams of suicide and mutilation
my life must be a sick mutation
a joke to all that can happiness
in a world filled with others so blessed
with sugar and spice and everything nice
yet my fears and insecurites keep me in a vice
stuck never actually feeling love
and no place to go above