While away this weekend I got a chance to do much thinking. I was able to participate in SCA combat without any distractions. I was able to feel free for the fist time in a very long time. It's a freedome I almost forgot existed. And while I can see the path my sca personna is on and where she's going, my own personal path now seems to have not quite dissapeared, but it's not as visable to me as it once was.

I know things are changing, and now I just have to wait, look and remember and I'm sure I'll find things again. I consider this just another stepping stone in life.