Life is really unpredictable... Few days before I left for my holiday break, Vinci and I received a phonecall from the landlaw, saying he wants to take his place back in Newtown... It's like everything has some sort of fate.... It happened at such timing, I believe that maybe I am destined to wrap up everything with Vinci before my holiday break...

Because of that, on the very spot, I decided to move everything back to my parents' place before I leave for my trip... Even Vinci was really surprise for the fact that I made up my mind so quickly and that I started packing immediately... One by one I tried to separate my belongings with Vinci's belonging... It's sad when you tried to sort everything out... When I moved into his place, it was such a happy time.... Who will thought of the day that we finally have to separate our things one by one?? What is mine or what is his?!?!

On the night of 1st February, 2002.... It was the night I have to move out of Newtown.... Vinci helped me to move everything into my car... Just before the very last round, I went to see the window at our apartment... The same window where we watched the fireworks together... The same window where I used to sit and watch the view at night... The same window where Vinci sat and smoke his cigarette....

Before I step out of the apartment for the very last time, I said goodbye to everything in the apartment.. I said goodbye to the window, the view, the kitchen, the bathroom, the carpet, the curtain, the door...etc... even the door number 518.....

When we got to my car, I tried very hard to hold back my tears.... I asked Vinci to give me a goodbye kiss before I go... When he leaned over to me, I could see his eyes were watery and red... He didn't say much to me, just keep telling me to have a good time on my trip... Then he turned around, I took a few steps behind him and then putted my hands around his waist, pulling him towards me... He turned around and said to me that I will be seeing him again very soon after my trip.... Then I stood on the same spot as I watched his back turned around the street corner....

I got into my car and started crying... I started my car and waited for the traffic lights to turn green... While I waited at the lights, I looked back to the window of our apartment, I was surprised to see Vinci actually standing at the window looking at my car.... I gave him a call with my mobile phone, I finally said a 'Goodbye' to him on the phone and ended the call... This is the word I have avoided saying all night long.. The traffic lights turned green, I putted my right hand outside the car window and waved him goodbye, I know he will still be at the window watching me drove away....