Title:New life part. 2
Author:Tiffanie
E-mail:Iffyiam4@aol.com
Dedication:To all those e-mails saying they loved my last one! Thanx for the support! I can only hope I live up to it....Also to Mary Poppins who once said,"Supercalafragalisticexpealodosios." Sorry if not spelled right!
Achrive:Dont care, as long as i know where.
Last time on Tiffvision....
Mulder had went through some strange phase that he couldn't, nor attempted to, explain. Leaving him questioning the course his life was taking, and the outcome, or who, it would end with. Apon awakaning from the eighther false, or truthful, occourence, he replied to Scully, "I feel like making memories Scully, great ones." She had smiled and said,"Memories Mulder? What kind?"
"Great ones with you."
Now where will I take this?????
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Mulder stared hopefully into Scully's bright blue eyes. For once, he felt he could not read her expression, he was worried, was she? He tried to shake it off, the feeling of doubt and fear that hung over his shoulders, like a thick carpet. He set his jaw, determined. He had gone this far, why not give it a shot?
"Mulder?" She asked lightly, feeling his dicomfort though the invisable pact they had. "Are you Ok?"
He nodded his head gently, and took her hand. He brushed his fingers across the top of her hand, so effortlessly, no pressure at all. She barley felt it, what she did feel was the hard thumping of her heart. It felt as if it was ready to jump out of her chest.
"I'm fine Scully,"He replied, barely above a whisper. Mulder studied her hand as he held it, examining it as if he had never seen a finer creature in his life. Her heart continued to pound violently in her rib cage, warning her that she better find out where he was going with this.
"Mulder?"
"Hmm?" He asked, hypnotysed by her hand.
"What's up?"
He looked at her face, confused for a moment, then got back to reality. "Oh, oh. I..I feel..."
The suspence was killing Scully.
"I feel like I have just had a life changing experience." He chose his words carefully, trying not to sound crazy, "What that experience actually was, eludes me. My point is, I am not happy with the way my life is going, where it is headed."
"Where's that?" She asked, heavy tears threatening her eyes.
"No where, fast and basically alone." Then he looked up at her, into her eyes, and added gratefully, "Except for you. You Know what's funny?" He added with a chuckle, "I always figured you'd be there, you know? Like forever. Me and you. Me, screaming after little theories, and you carving them open to show me the lie inside. I never figured you wanted to get married, not until recently anyway. Then you wouldn't have time to chase me around, and I couldn't drag you. You wouldn't be Scully, you would have the name of some guy, some guy who deserves you. As if that is possible, I don't think anyone deserves you..."He took a breather, giving her time to assess everything said.
"Mulder..."She began sypathically, "No matter how hard you tried, you couldn't keep me from chasing you. It's what I do."
"Now," He pointed out,"But not when you find Mr.Right, not then. Look at us Scully! People our age already have families! Kids, husbands, wives, inlaws!!" Then he added more sadley, "And I know how much you want them, I do too. But you have a much better chance then I do." He took both of her hands, and finally got up the nerve, "Your easy to love Scully, I know. I've loved you since you first walked in my door, and became a part of me. But Scully, tell me. Who would, who could, love Spooky Mulder?"
With that, he sadley stood up, and headed for the bathroom. She had tears in her eyes, and thoughts, feelings buzzed around her head. She stood up abruptly, facing his back. "I do Mulder."
He turned and looked at her painfully through sad hazel eyes.
"I love Spooky Mulder. I love everything about him. His strength, his heart, his intellegents. If his stupid sunflower seed obbsession. Mulder,"She replied, moving towards him and taking his shaking hands in hers, "I love you."
They stood like that for some time, not knowing what to do, how to react. So many emotions flying through the air, so many released feelings among the pair. They felt the weight of those truths lift from their shoulders, only to be burdened with so many questions, "Is it true? What shall we do now? Is this going to change everythng?"
Finally Mulder gave a small smile, "I feel better now, don't you?"
She smiled and shook her head yes.
"Can I ask you something?" He requested.
"Sure." She answered.
"Can I kiss you now? Or is a bee going to have to die again?"
With that the bot laughed, and their lips touched, lightly, romantically. And nothing could have broken that kiss, that single, first kiss. Nothing mattered, not even the turning of the earth, nor the pounding rain, not even the blushing nurse who stood in the doorway of the hospital room, ready to give Mulder a shot. She watched as the two kissed, admiring the calmness of the kiss. No sexual yearning present, just getle, long due kisses. She wondered how long they had been married.....
.....Well, I hope you guys liked this one as much as the last one!!Give me feedback!! Thanx!
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