Poem 1
And…
if the end
should be likened to
wading into depths
of Mother Sea
then
….it is without fear
I make path
into Her
welcoming, cool arms
as She lay girth
Her spell
upon
my final
fleeting breath
I’ll feel
no steadier hand
to wash away
concern
Poem 2
Hear Her Cries
Be wary…
as she-wolf’s cries
echo in her bay of dreams
She’ll seek the changing wind
on just the promise of freedom’s hand
No jewels could glitter so
to keep this she-wolf
from her truth…her light
When love tip-toes smoothly
why dance upon its brightest embers?
Why speak in shards
that flow…
from river to river of my heart?
…tearing at this weary, tired heart
Disunited is where we stand
as long as this smoking gun
threatens to kill she-wolf
©1999
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Last year for "Above Ground Testing", I received some short stories, with a definite hallowe'en twist, I'm printing one of them for you. Special thank you to Ben Ohmart for this work and all his work. He is a great support of the different ezines I've put together. Read his work.
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by ben ohmart
Ste
raised his hand and the teacher's back ignored him. They could all
hear the bombs, but the teacher's chalk was
becoming unbearable;
scratching at the blackboard, as if the guy
with the whiskers up there
was wanting his slate clean for the coming
invasion. Like it was the
only thing that mattered. Ste looked around
at clumps of the terrified
masses cowering under mobile desks, and wanted
to laugh at the
absurdity, but the only man standing began
to use a box cutter on the
chalkboard, and in his mind was the only quiet
place.
The ones with the big tits were protected enough, even though the
jocks lining up the lower depths of the college
floor couldn't think
about their dicks for a change, all huddling
together like they were
All girls, at last breaking the social barrier.
Even if it Was near the
end. But the man kneeling with Ste had gas
and Ste just had to get
away; he wasn't very puny, but the other guy
really did need a desk for
himself, because of the stink and the sheer
Size of this 50 year old.
That's what comes from listing a college shelter
as the "one nearest".
They don't care a damn about classes, Ste
thought, just about saving
their own fucking selves.
"Excuse me, Mr. Dunsleski?" The teacher turned around; sweating like a
man up against a 99 watt bulb; his eyes large
and unresponsive, only
going to the target from a lifetime of answering
questions. All the
eyes were on Ste, as he asked his question
about ischium. "Aren't you
going to tell us about the simultaneous difference
between the
posterior and the inferior part of -"
There was a tremendous explosion near what might've been the newer
John P. Andowz gym; might still be. The teens
wished alongside the
parents of people they never knew that there
was no more inside
swimming pool and inside track and whatever
else was beneath the dome
of that gym, knowing that the odds would be
that much better for them.
For the building they didn't want to be in.
Ste stood, waiting for his answer. For that piece of knowledge
Dunsleski had selfishly started before, when
things looked better. Fine
coats of cocaine-like plaster fell on his
head. The whir of the
unrelenting attack rattling the very lightbulbs
in their once thought
stationary globes now dangling above. The
teacher had vanished. Yet Ste
didn't bother to think there may have been
enough room beneath that
podium.
The rest of the tables, cement beams that looked safe, the desks that
had been thrown about when the adults first
entered, looking for room,
rifling through outraged girls' purses for
the elemental hope of a
candy bar meal, but everything was full with
people, and they clutched
together, and began to scream, and the planes
grew louder until the
whimpering subsided and the empty flying machines
circled back home for
another fill up.
He opened the door, and like rats the others hoped in the sunlight for
a few minutes until the hydraulics of the
door pushed them back into
the darkness. No one followed, and Ste felt
some peace. No mocking
voices of the packs behind him doing the mating
ritual and trading
phone messages so they could feel closer to
that word Adult; so they
could feel freer before class. No smoking
and self-loathing from the
comparison of Ste and his betters; at least,
he and the rest of the
world thought so. No disruption of concentration
for the notebook he
pulled out. The book he began to open and
read, pencil ready. To jot
down tomorrow's homework.
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