Backstreet X-Change
Journal Entry - (date unknown)
Sometimes.. I think my loneliness is going to engulf me whole.
Sometimes.. I think that I'm destined to be an old maid, who's only friends are her numerous cats.
Sometimes.. When I see couples holding hands and fooling around in public I get intense stabs of pain.
And all the time.. Every single second of every single day.. I wish that I would find someone who would look past my exterieur and see the real me - and he would love it anyway.
And that's when reality hits.
