Justin's Posts - TGO

These are all the posts that I could find made by Justin The Okie. If I missed one, please CLICK HERE to send it to this site.

All Posts are in reverse chronological order - the first post being the oldest one available on the archive pages.

TGO Has 4 pages of archives. I was able to retrieve 3 months worth of Justin's posts at TGO.

The first post was dated: 9/13/01
The last post was dated: 12/21/01






Rest In Peace Justin







  • Just wondering -- Justin the Okie, 20:10:37 09/13/01 Thu
    what's happened to the board and all the links. Especially why Lance's was gone yesterday???






  • Something happier, and will maybe add some insight -- Justin the now calm Okie, 21:40:36 09/16/01 Sun
    FIrst of all, I want to apologize for the anger I aired on this board earlier tonight. I can never, once, recall having posted in anger like that. Oh, I've been disgusted sometimes, but never truly pissed off like in that post. I want to thank Dave for not being mad at me for saying that on his board. I will say though, I do not want to start fights, but this a broad apology to people who read my message and weren't involved with anything. I AM NOT making certain personal apologies.

    Now that that's over, maybe we can start a fun little thread. How about everyone share their stories of how they found this wonderful little corner of the net? As I'm the one starting, I'll (naturally) get things started.

    I had found nifty.org, and just happened to run across a Bill Watts story (I cant remember any more) that I liked quite a bit. So I went to the website (which I assumed was his) advertised at the end of the story. So then, I was led into the dark recesses of the revered wolfie's website. This was back in the days of TBA, and through a slight bit of detective I found my way to some other sites, which I bookmarked to check out later. Well...soon after, the TBA was no more =(...and all those sites...buh-bye! somehow, I was able to find wolfie's old ITW mb in my cache. I lurked around there for quite somewhile, trying to find a link to the fabled "shack" from Eric Down Under (which, by the way, will always be my favorite story as it is the first one I read whilst knowing the author, and just because it's so kickass and brings back memories). Well, somewhere along the line, someone was posting about this awesome story on TGO (I think it was you whoring your story to the public Dave =P). Well, I had no idea what the heck "TGO" was, so I decided "what the hell", and checked it out. I read the entire ANL through all of what was written up to that time, just falling in love with it. Then, after scoping out the mb for a month or so...a strange lil creature named Zoey ventured out, making his first post. From Zoey evolved Justin, and being as Justin isnt exactly unique, Justin the Okie was born. So anyways...I'm pretty much here by blind luck...thank God. and though I may yell at some of you rarey, or get pissed off, like I told Ed, I'll always love you guys, an always respect all of you. And yes, I even love a fowl-smelling pink duck, a beatles-obsessed acoustic guitar player (couldnt resist), a psycho rawk-star-obsessed girl (hehe), a 3 horned intellectual EQ addict, and even (ack!) a republican. Hehe...*hugs everybody* I hope maybe to read about how some of you found this place tomorrow, and maybe get everyone started back to acting like we normally do here. *more hugs*

    ja ne!

    *NOTE: I did not find the "angry" post to which Justin referred.






  • oops...*blush* sorryz...happy late birthday... (NT) -- Justin the Okie, 18:19:29 09/17/01 Mon

    *NOTE: (to Mike)






    *NOTE: This post is not BY Justin, but it is for him.

  • Happy Birthday Justin the Okie! -- Mike, 04:15:47 09/18/01 Tue
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  • Thanks yall -- Justin the Okie, 17:00:44 09/19/01 Wed
    For all the nice words and the online cards yall sent. *hugs&smooches* But ya know...though all that was nice...ya really didn;t have to. I mean after all, all I really wanted was sexual favors...*meep!* . o 0 ( damn libido, you're scaring the poor people...ok, well yes, that one looks excited, but he scares ME ) hey! quit reading my thoughts! its not nice! =P

    Kewlest thing I got was blow...errr...cd-rw. heheh =P But my sis and aunt's presents have yet to arrive, so I should net a nice bit of money. Will prolly spend it all on clothes and stuff for my room though. So anyways...not much to say, except a couple tennis things. I've won both challenge matches so far quite easily, and I really have a legit shot at being the #1 freshman...still prolly won't make varsity, and that does piss me off somewhat since my cousin was able to make varsity as a frosh...damn her =P We have a duel match coming up this coming Monday against Chickasha. Should be an easy match for the team...I hope I do well though. Guess that's about all the space I cant take up for now, so again, thank you all for all the birthday wishes and such. *more hugs*

    ja ne!

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    *NOTE: I remember I sent Justin an E - card with a picture of the QAF cast - I don't remember the exact picture - I think it was a picture of Brian and Justin but then I worried that it was too 'grown-up' for him. I remember worrying that he might think it was offensive, even though it wasn't x-rated or anything.....so I asked him and he laughed at me!






  • Oh Alex.... -- Justin the Okie, 07:02:56 09/23/01 Sun
    Sooners didn't even have to play this week to prove how much better they are than those lil FLorida pansies. Let's see...common opponents is usually considered to measure two teams against each other, yes? lol...everybody talked about how they were in a down year because of the receiver injuries and the QB situation...nobody even mnetioned how HORRIBLY the defense sucked. I mean, NC realy IS NOT that good...have NO running attack, offensive line is laughable, alot of controversy at QB...thats just pitiful. And you CAN'T say this is a fluke; 32 point is not, never has been, and will never be considered luck. They just beat the hell out of FS. FS, after that, doesn't deserve to even be a top 25 team...I have doubts that their defense especially is even one of the top 50 in the country. and this is the team to challenge my SOONERS???! Never thought I'd say it, but NC rulz!

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  • I have been crying for you and your grandmother...I know nothing I can say will make any difference right now, but I wanted to you to read this to know how much I care -- Justin the Okie, 15:06:55 09/27/01 Thu

    *NOTE: For The Rhino






  • shine on, shine on -- Justin the Okie, 20:02:14 10/03/01 Wed
    Ok, I've been absent from posting for awhile...don't worry, I'm always lurking somewhere. Here, at the Shack, on Lance's board, I'm always around, always reading. Sometimes I just dont have things to say...or dont feel like saying them. Justin, you know how sorry I am about what happen and can read below under your first post. I don't want to talk more about a subject that doesn't need discussing, know you have my sympathies.

    Umm...so...I met someone today, sort of. This guy I've seen sitting at another table in lunch I've been, er, attracted to him since like the 3rd day of school...well, we had an academic team meeting today, and he's on it...captain in fact. After being around him awhile I'm convinced he's truly the first person I've met in my life more intelligent than me...also, he's written 3 full-sized novels, and knows everything about artists, art styles, classical music, and anything concerning writing...in short, he IS what I dream about at nights. He IS what I want to be, and looks like I only wish I could. Thing is, I can't even remember his name *bows head in disgust* He didn't tell me directly, but I overheard it, and between a migraine at the time and being generally forgetful (and the fact that I was somewhat dazed anyways), it just slipped away. I haven't really got the chance to talk to him yet either. But god...I love the way he looks, the way he talks, everything I know about him. Even how he dresses is perfect. Brian looks like nothing compared to him. *sigh*

    oh, well, maybe more about all that later...I've been trying to write alot in the past few months, but everything that comes out is unmitigated crap. I may try comsie's library challenge though...I dunno. I have a rather different concept I'm quite sure noone else will try...could be interesting...especially if I had the writing skills to match my ambition. *sigh* again

    Hmmmm...this is coming off as a rather angst-filled post...which in reality it isn't meant to be...I've felt really melancholy for the biggest part of the last couple months...weird really. That is a rather "blah" post, but I'll part with some lyrics that have been in my head, from one of the greatest bands to ever grace music. I bet MAYBE a couple of you have ever even heard this.

    There is just enough Christ in me
    To make me feel almost guilty
    Is that why God made us breed
    To make us see we're Humans Being?
    You break this, I'll break all that
    You break my balls with all your crap
    Spread your disease like lemmings breeding
    That's what makes us Humans Being

    Shine on, shine on
    Shine on, shine on

    (Guitar Solo)

    Yeah! Some low life flat head scum infects
    The sickness in his eyes reflects
    You wonder why your life is screaming
    Wonder why we're Humans Being

    Shine on, shine on
    Shine on, shine on

    (Guitar Solo)

    Humans, Humans Being
    We're just Humans (That's what makes us)
    Humans Being (That's what makes us)
    We're just humans (That's what makes us)
    Humans Being (That's what makes us)
    We're just humans (That's what makes us)
    Humans Being (That's what makes us)
    Humans Being!
    We're just humans (That's what makes us)
    Humans Being (That's what makes us)
    Humans Being!






  • damn me... -- Justin the Okie, 21:31:33 10/04/01 Thu
    I just woke up...This is just going to be a vent about my day, which has really been very disturbing...I guess I should start with the good part. HIS name is Kyle, he's still perfect, and I did talk to him today. He even has my same sense of humor.

    But thats about it...and most days enough to make me feel elated. Then again, this a generally bad time of year for me. I have felt discrimination before because of being gay, but not directly, as it's been a well-kept secret to most. I have never felt racial discrimination, as I happen to born caucasin and living in rural Oklahoma...however, I guess I'm getting a little taste of that now. It started when this guy Kel (on tennis team) was talking to me, asking me where I used to goto school. I told him my old school and he said that yah, everything at Duncan is better except theres too many damn niggers. I just told him, "fuck you man, that's not right. You're like the idiots I wanted to get away from." Well, he got quite pissed at that...today in the cafeteria, when I passed the table he was sitting at, him and his friends yelled at me and were calling me a "nig-lover". I have good self-control luckily...for some reason though, instead of getting mad at their racism, I mostly took it as an insult towards me. And it seemed like all day people kept bugging me. I've never been the kind of to have many acquaintances, only a few close friends. However, I don't really have any of those yet here. So I was feeling REALLY alone...not that its a new feeling really. Which is making it that much harder to rationalize how depressed it made me. I don't know why, but I really got down to a level belowwhat I'd felt in a LOOOOONG time. As soon as I got home I took two lor-tabs and sat in my room crying, waiting to start feeling the effects. After I stopped crying, everything was kinda in slow motion. I got my knife and started cutting my forearms...I didn't feel it...the blood fascinated me. I don't know why, it was like an addiction. I've done this before too, but not in a long time. I remember thinking somewhere in my mind that I shouldn't be doing this and when I got back to normal I was going to regret it, but I didn't care. Not too long after that I just fell asleep on the floor I guess, and only woke up a few minutes ago. I'm just feeling...I dunno...weird right now. This day has been so fucked up.

    SOrry, I needed to let some of that out

    mata

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  • Such a depressing scene -- Justin the Okie, 22:22:14 10/06/01 Sat
    did I witness last night in many ways. Which is why it makes no sense that NOW, not the other night, I feel fine really. SO anyways...I went the Marlow (my old school) homecoming football game Friday night. They won 30-6...but its not like I cared about the game in the first place. I saw alot of my old friends there. I saw Ryan too...he came up to me and apologized for what he did to me on the last day of school last year (which I wont go into). I don't know what I should have done...but I just looked at him and walked away. Then I was talking to Jeremy, one of my friends. I knew he was a little tweaked at the time, but thats kewl, all my friends are nerds or druggies. 10 minutes later he got arrested for possession of weed...his life is pretty much fucked. After the game, Kelly, Ashley, and Sara talked me into going to the homecoming dance with them. I went as Sara's date because you get in cheaper as a couple, and generall had a good time most of the night. I did a couple slow dances with her [Sara] and I could tell by several things then and earlier in the night that she really liked me. And I like her...but absolutely not at all in a sexual way. That in itself seemed a sad thought to me. Then, later, all three of them had to leave early, and I was left sitting pretty much alone watching all the nice het couples dancing. I was just thinking how I'd probably get beaten or worse if I was to dance with who I wanted to. Then the fact that its not likely Kyle has the same feelings I do anyways, no matter how much alike we seem in other ways. I haven't felt that alone in a VERY long time. Yet...as sad as all the things aurrounding me have been, I myself am not sad. Just feeling...I don't know really. This last week has really been weird for me. Anyways, this is over now, so talk to everyone later.

    mata

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  • As if I couldnt say something about Saturday -- Justin the Okie, 17:56:57 10/07/01 Sun
    Though not in Dallas, I was sure as hell down there in spirit whilst watching OU POUND THE PUNY LIL TEXAN EXCUSE FOR A FOOTBALL TEAM! 14-3...our defense can outscore anyones offence in the country. And Alex...Florida better live up to the hype, because FS already got beat by a pitiful team and Miami looked just HORRIBLE again Troy St. I dont even think Miami is gonna beat VT, especially if its at Blacksburg (I dunno where the game is). I must admit, FLorida looked very good, and the only team with a chance to beat them before a national championship is Tennessee. And I HAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE Tennessee. However, since I know OU will represent one half of the match-up in Pasadena, I have to root for Tenn. as I'm also rooting for Oregon. Gotta love the greatest 4th quarter team of all time, led by the greatest come-back QB ever. *Clears throat*

    "O-K-L-A-H-O-M-A!
    Our chant rolls on and on!
    Thousands strong,
    Join heart and song,
    In Alma Mater's praise.
    Of campus beautiful by day and night,
    Of colors proudly gleaming Red and White,
    'Neath a Western sky,
    OU's chant will never die.
    Live on, University."

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  • Why I'm awake -- Justin the Okie, 21:53:23 10/08/01 Mon
    At midnight on a school night was to watch to movie Beautiful Thing. I so love that movie now, for certain worth the sleepiness I'll struggle through tomorrow. I just love love LOVE British accents. ANd the drag queen and the bar was kewl. Hehe...I love so many things about that movie. Wonderful. Guess this a rather short message, but I do love that movie now. It replaces Taboo as my fave gay movie. One of my faves period though really. Paul Monette: Brink of Summer's End is on right now, but Im too tired to stay up and watch it. So with that, *yawn* I leave ye in peace on this lovely fall night.

    mata






  • Kyle -- Justin the Okie, 19:21:06 10/11/01 Thu
    Kyle is just sooooooooooooooooooooooo perfect!!! No duck, I'm not so awe-stricken that I cant talk to him like I was with Brian. He seems so untouchable, but he talks to me. We have the same sense of humor, like a ton of the same things. He's hoping to be a writer or go into politics also. We're the #1 and #2 people on the freshman academic team (him being top). Hehe...him being top...*blocks mind from straying* He's written 3 full-length novels (which hopefully I'll one day get the chance to read), loves music (including classical), plays piano, loves opera, plays, and art.....*sigh*.....so perfect...hopefully I'll be able to get a picture of him before too long. Mmmm...I'm seriously into crush territory. He's just such an absolute DREAM!!! *happy sigh* I'm going to end this sappy little post now, hope you all are doing fine. Oh, and one last thing. That gay guy from the mtv special the other night who got beaten (not the one from Arkansas) was REALLY hot! Its just so sad to actually see picture of shit like that happening...you hear about it, but a picture means 1000 words. But still, I'm happy for him because he has found a partner, and they really did look like the perfect couple. Thank god for the more enlightened people of Vermont.

    Ja ne!

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  • Hey Alex!!! -- Justin the Okie, 20:14:07 10/13/01 Sat
    2 down, one to go...and btw, I lost my voice screaming for the Tigers.

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  • This is somewhat amusing to me -- Justin the Okie, 15:22:32 10/19/01 Fri
    they deleted my site, but not my account...go check my new Tripod site if ya like...hehe

    ja ne!

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    *IN response to a post by Sleep about UCLA winning a game






  • YESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! -- Justin the Okie, 16:34:34 10/27/01 Sat
    Syracuse rules!!! Stanford rules!!! OU controls our own destiny again!!!! *dances* MUAHAHAHAHA see ya in Dallas bugeaters! Then on to Pasadena after a 2nd Cotton Bowl thrashing!

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    Date Posted: 12:59:20 10/27/01 Sat
    Author: Justin the Okie
    Subject: I've been sobbing in a very dark corner
    In reply to: Joe 's message, "Where is our resident Okie?" on 12:59:20 10/27/01 Sat

    incessantly screaming DAMMIT!!!!! along with other various words

    Really, though, with VT getting knocked off today, we still have a good shot at a national title. I dont see ANY possible way for UCLA, or any Pac 10 team, to make it through that conference schedule unbeaten. Miami has not impressed me all season, and they'll have a tough time with VT and Syracuse, though I would bet on them to win out. That means that it's OU-Nebraska in the Big 12 title game with mostly a shot at the Rose Bowl on the line. And this time, it will be in OUR back yard, in Dallas. So with one loss, we can still control our destiny as long as SOMEBODY beats UCLA. Maybe I could ask Tanya Harding about hiring someone to take care of DeShaun Foster. That bastard. Oh well...






  • FINALLY -- Justin the Okie, 19:53:25 10/29/01 Mon
    I have AIM! Though I hate aol and hope every person in that company dies a horrible death and goes to hell (disregard that I dont believe in hell), alot of people use it so oh well. So yes, satire aside, if anyone wants to chat my AIM name is princezoisite86. Waiting for you Tim...not quite sure how exactly you know me...but I guess Im gonna be up late tonight and find out.

    Now, for Justin's quote of the day, this comes directly from my OIL (Object of Infinite Lust) for the last few weeks, Kyle.

    "It is wrong to make fun of our lord and savior, Jesus Christ. Does it matter that not a damn thing in the bible makes sense? NO
    Does it matter that more horrible crimes have been commited in Jesus's name then anyone else in history? NO
    Jesus loves mankind and that is why he sent HIS only son
    Pat Roberstson to earth - to show us how much he loves us."

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  • Flash in the pans.....sorry Okie... -- Alex N, 09:56:33 10/28/01 Sun
    OU 6-1...UCLA 6-1...VT 6-1...MIAMI 6-0....#1
    What happened Justin....WHAT....WHAT....WHAT...WHAT....HA HA HA that is all I have to say.






  • Bubba obviously doesnt understand football very well... -- Justin the Okie, 06:51:59 10/28/01 Sun
    now the only two major conference teams undefeated are Miami and Nebraska. Out of the highly ranked teams with 1 loss, it's hard to put any of them ahead of OU...Florida got beat by Auburn, not anywhere in the same area as Nebraska, witness how Arkansas slaughtered them. VT goes down to Syracuse, again, not that good of a team. UCLA gets beat by Stanford, better than Auburn or Syracuse, but still not close to Nebraska's caliber. Plus, fact is, the Nebraska game was VERY close. It came down to two indentical trick plays, our quarterback fell down with the endzone in sight, theirs caught the pass and ran it 50 yards in. Very close, and AT Nebraska too. So, OU is going to win out the last 3 conference games easily and the Tulsa game, and likely meet Nebraska in the Big 12 championship at the Cotton Bowl in Dallas. I give OU the huge edge in that, largely because this time the game will be in OUR backyard, and by then we'll hopefully be able to find at least non-injured QB. So then, with wins against highly ranked Texas and Nebraska, there's NO WAY we aren't the best 1 loss team in the country and goto the Rose Bowl. I could talk more about how the BCS ranking will be in our favor for having a much tougher conference schedule than about any team in the country, but I digress.

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