"We Were Best Friends Before We Were Anything." I Heard Myself Say To The Interviewer As I Wiped Away A Tear. The Small Buzzing Of The Clip On Microphone Was Driving Me Insane, Like A Fly You Just Can't Swat At. She Nodded Sympathetically. By Now I Was Used To People Looking At Me With Silent, "Im So Sorry's" I Took A Breath And Began To Tell My Story.