I Rubbed My Eyes Trying To Believe Them. Jason Winters, The Boy I’d Been In Love With For Almost 2 Years Was Standing In Front Of Me Asking Me Out. ‘C’mon Mack, We’d Be Good Together!’ He Said Trying To Reasure Me. ‘Jason Itz Not That I Dont Want To, Im Just Kind Of In Shock Here! I Didnt Think In A Million Years You’d Want Me, Especially With Lyssa Just Asking You Out!’ I Said Trying To Believe It Myself As It Came Out. ‘Lyssa’s A Snob, Your Genuine! Your A Great Person..C’mon, One Date! If You Dont Like Me, You Can Trade Me In!’ He Said Grinning. I Couldnt Help The Stupid Smile That Rushed Across My Face. ‘Well, Alright! One Date!’ Truth Was, I WANTED To Date Him, I REALLY Did, But I Was Scared That After That One Date, I’d Scare Him Off, And Whatever Chance I Had At This Moment, I’d Loose. ‘Great! How Bout Saturday Night? We Can Go To A Movie...’ He Said Still Smiling. The Happiness Drained From My Face. ‘Um, I Cant Saturday, I Told Zac I’d Go With Him, Tay And Lauren To The Movies Saturday Night..’ I Said Feeling Bad. ‘Oh...’ Was All He Said, He Looked Dissapointed. THATS Where I Should Have Seen It Coming. I Mean Sure, Jason Was Gorgous, He Drove A Cool Car And ALWAYS Smelled Good. But What He Lacked Was The Sweetness He Used To Get Girls Like Me. I Found Out Later, The Reason He Didnt Take Lyssa Up On Her Offer Was Because She Wouldnt Take His Crap, She Didnt Like Him As Much As I Did. Myself On The Other Hand, I Was Infatuated With Him, And No Matter What He Did To Me, I Took. The Reason? I Didnt Want To Loose What I Worked So Hard To Get. I Kept Telling Myself, ‘Mackenzie, You Can Change Him, You Love Him, You Dont Wanna Loose Him.’ I Dont Know Why I Kept Telling Myself This, I Knew It Wasnt True.
