these are all originals by me

lost

a fatal error in letting you go
too many days, now all washed far away
i suppose i should have known it
you can never know
so many moments, i thought would never end
theres an ending to everything
a constant ache, and no cure for the pain
please be my cure
so many words to write, so many lyrics to sing
please be my voice
my vision is blurred, and my body is weak
help me find strength
there are too many things left unsaid,
too many feelings broken
can we glue them back together?
so much time has passed, my mind is weary,
and my heart grows emptier with every passing second
have you even noticed?

walk away

i thought about you today.
looking through old photographs.
reading old letters.
and i wonder where you have gone to.
sometimes i get a momentary flash,
just a second when my mind goes back to one of the many days we had.
everyday.
i see constant reminders of the past.
so clear, and so foggy in the same instant
as if they are the ghosts of us.
i still love you.
it seems i never quite learned the fine art of letting go.
and i wonder, should our paths cross again...
what would we say?
we never decided to stop, so do you still think me part of your life?
possibly on the day we meet again...
you could show me how to let go.
how to say goodbye to what we held so sacred.
how to simply walk away.