i didn't mean to misunderstand, but i did. it was a mistake and i didn't think it was really that bad. when you're in a mood like that, you don't think, don't talk, don't listne, only yearn for something you don't have. i couldn't think straight, my mind devoid of half its consiouness, and then i went ahead and believed what i had heard, thinking it was right. please don't laugh, it really wasn't my fault.

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