I miss her. I still do… I haven't been able to bring myself to date, too afraid of losing the memory of her. The way she smiled, the way she acted… She had been my life, up until the birth of our children. My son can remember her… My daughter, however, only has photographs and me to tell her what her mother was like.

We had a concert today… For the first time, my mother let the children come on the road with us. They were thrilled, running around backstage, refusing to wear their pass… It had finally come down to hiring a nanny. A different one is watching my brother's children, but every now and then, the two switch off.

Taylor took another fan back to the hotel with him. He's looking for love in all the wrong places… None of us have a wife now that she's gone, although Isaac has a live in girlfriend, which none of his children are all that happy about.

That's all for now… Signing off once again,