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If I Don't Have You Chapter 15

Chapter 15 -- If I Don't Have You

“Whoa! Are you sure you wanna go this far?” Nick asked, very suprised as he was, he wasn’t sure if he wanted to go all the way. Even though all guys dream about it, definately including him, he wasn’t sure if he was even ready, let alone wanted too.

Sara stopped for a minute to think about what she was doing. She realized she was getting carried away with Nick. She didn’t know if she really wanted to , not here, not now.

“Oh,” She bit her lip, “Okay, you’re right! I don’t wanna go that far. But this won’t hurt!” She said, finishing unbuttoning Nick’s shirt, as she had started to do a few seconds ago.

“Hey, that’s not fair!” Nick protested.

“Oh, be quiet!” She teased as she started to kiss his chest, then worked her lips up to his. Nick pulled away right away.

“Oh, I get ya!” He winked. “Proceed.” He joked, then looked at her face to see if she laughed, she smiled.

“I can’t believe I’m doing this!” Sara thought to herself, as she and Nick kept on kissing.

“But I can’t resist him. He’s so passionate, he knows exactly what I want! I can’t resist him!” She kept thinking to herself, about how she wanted to pull away and stop, but at the same time she knew she didn’t want to.

“Wow! She’s driving me crazy!” Nick though to himself at the same time. “Her kisses, and the way she touches me, I’ve never been this crazy over a girl.”

They continued rolling around on the floor. They both stopped for a minute. Sara went upstairs to get her pajamas on, and Nick unrolled the sleeping back he had brought. He never thought this was going to happen. He thought she was going to laugh and then maybe kiss him quickly and tell him to go home.

Sara quickly changed and came down, to see Nick laying on his sleeping bag, which he had opened, covering up with the blanket that had been laying on the top of her couch. She looked closer, and saw that his eyes were closed. It looked as though he was starting to dose off. She quietly tip-toed over to him. He looked so cute when he slept. She layed the whole blanket over him, and walked over to the closet to grab a blanket for herself. She then layed down on the couch, right above him.

Nick’s hand shot up and grabbed hers. “Aren’t you going to lay down here with me?” He said, with the puppy dog face.

“Oh! I thought you were sleeping, and I didn’t want to wake you!”

“Well, I’m not....not completely anyways!”

“Okay. Well, I think I’ll just stay up here, you look so cute down there by yourself!”

“I don’t like it down here by myself! The little gremlins might bite my toes!”

“Oh shush and go to sleep!” She said, laying her head down on a couch pillow, still holding his hand.

“Okay.” He said, shutting his eyes, with her little hand in his.

Sara awoke the next morning, when she heard a knock on the door. Her hand dropped Nick’s immediately, and she quietly walked over to the door. Nick stirred, but didn’t wake. She thought to herself, “OHMYGOSH!!! My parents are home, they’re gonna kill me!” as she walked over to the door. Then she stopped, a few feet away from it. “They won’t be home until around dinner, Mom told me!” She thought, “So who could it be?” She looked through the peep-hole. “Uh-oh! It’s Brian!” She whispered to herself, “Oh God, what do I do? What do I do?” She figured she’d better open the door, before anymore knocking woke Nick.

She opened the door, and quickly stepped outside, closing the door behind her.

“Hi Brian! Are those for me?” She said, suprised and scared at the same time.

“No, they’re for your mother! Just kidding, of course they’re for you!” He handed her a bunch of yellow daisies.

“Oh thanks!” She said, taking them.

“Well, aren’t you going to put them in a vase inside?”

“Um, in a little while. So, how are you?” Sara said.

“I’m good. It’s a little chilly out here, maybe we should go inside, I don’t want you to catch cold.” Brian said, walking towards the door. Sara tried to stop him, but it was too late.

“Nick!” He yelled. Nick rose up immediately. He was covered in a blanket, but you could see his shirt was still of from last night. “Wha-what’s he doing here?” Brian yelled, frantically.

“He stayed here last night.” Sara said, trying to be calm. “What?!” Brian kept yelling.

“Stop yelling! Okay, yes! He stayed here.” Sara said, trying to calm both herself and Brian. Nick just sat there expressionless. Brian stared at Nick, and then moved his gaze to Sara. “What did you two do?” He asked, hoping for anything other than them sleeping together.

“Nothing!” Nick said, “Honest!”

“He’s right Brian, he just came over, and he slept down there, while I slept on the couch.”

“Why did you sleep over here?”

“I,” Nick paused, trying to come up with a good excuse, “got into a fight with my parents. So I came over here.”

“Why didn’t you come over to my house?”

“I don’t know, I wanted to talk to Sara!”

“Sara? What’s the deal? Are you seeing us both?” Brian asked. Nick’s jaw dropped, he never thought Sara and Brian were close, like that!

“Well, yes! You both liked me, and asked me out! I couldn’t choose! I like you both!” Her eyes welled up.

“Well, who is it? Who do you want to be with?” Nick asked Sara, he was way passed the confusion stage.

“I don’t know! I told you I like you both!”

“Well, you’ve got to choose, you can’t keep this up! Is it me or Nick?” Brian asked, Sara could see the hurt in both of their eyes.

“Give me some time, please.” She pleaded.

“Okay, well, let us know soon please!” Nick said, getting up and gathering his stuff. He walked over to Sara and gave her a peck on the cheek, then headed over the door. He didn’t leave though, he watched Brian walk over to Sara. “Whoever you choose, we’ll both agree.” He looked over at Nick, who just stared at him. Then he bent down and gave Sara a very passionate kiss, and walked to the door. Sara watched them both go to their different cars, through the window, and they didn’t say a word to eachother, at all.

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