March 16, 2003

NEGATIVES:
-achy feet
-wondering if I'm getting old, or if everyone under the age of 25 is really a complete idiot...
-people with no manners
-my fat ass
-missing ___, wanting ___, touching ___ (and no, not myself EW! *L*) and worrying for ___ and ___.
-hives that make me look like I have bugs and are as itchy as fuck!
-Visa wants my hard earned smoke money this week. Boo!
-the weirdness that is the Scooby gang this week, and wondering when it's going to be normal again...
-my fag hag envy, and their fag hag stupidity
-minors in the club--I'll give 'em a club all right!! Jerks!

POSITIVES:
-___ tonight, all drunk and acting like himself, or at least like the himself that I used to know...
-___, who despite the child like qualities, I still really like and wish I could see more of
-chocolate
-earning all that good karma by bartending on the dance side *L*
-the new Pet Shop Boys song!!!
-getting into people's heads...
-writing!! :)
-the remake of the movie Willard, which was scary fun the first time round, and is bound to be festive this time too, and how it's being done by the XF boys! I so need to see it!
-living through the bad days to not smoke for another week--been six of 'em now, if you can fucking believe it!!!!
-my happy place, and how I wind up there everytime I'm on the other side of the club, and how much I like it there--wow, it's too bizarre to explain, but alot of it has to do with being cared about in very special ways by very unique people, and I really can't 'splain it much better than that...