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Monday September 30, 2002 |
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Where have I been?? I think this picture of the pumpkin is a good way to describe my week last week. I thought I had a bad flu bug and it turned out to be a serious kidney infection so I was completely out of commission for the week. Were you sad that there were no updates? Did it piss you off coming back to the Jen Journal only to see it was still stuck on September 24th? Haha..Im on the mend now so let the bitching commence!!! YAY!!!! Since Im back at that exciting place called work and have more time on my hands than I know what to do with, here is a link to the Death Clock Its exactly as fun as it sounds. Enjoy!
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Tuesday September 24, 2002 |
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Friday September 20, 2002 |
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here is one more site because I am extremely bored right now. Provide a name to get your friend arrested! |
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Thursday September 19, 2002 |
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Yep, this is a familiar scene. All the myths dispelled. What you thought was real, is actually fake. Sigh. Poor kid, god I wonder if that is real? Hahahaha…I almost feel bad for the him. That sucks. Well, since I am sooooo bored here at work..Errr..I mean BUSY *cough* I wont recommend this site Bored Shitless because you should be working right now too. They aren’t paying you to look at my journal and surf meaningless websites ya know? But man if they did, Id be so rich.
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Wednesday September 18, 2002 |
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This is
the excitement of a Wednesday. The
Corn Cam
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Tuesday September 17, 2002 |
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Ever seen an ass that is just ungodly big? I mean BIG? I found myself pondering today. What in the world would I have to eat to get an ass THAT big? A playground of children or a village perhaps? Maybe I’m just on a weird tangent today cuz I’m on 3 hours of sleep and a can of Dr Pepper but I don’t know. There are some odd looking bodies out there. God love us all and our unique attributes but holy Hanna… if my ass starts to look like a house I hope I have some true friends who would slap whatever junk I’m eating, OUT OF MY HANDS!!!
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Monday September 16, 2002 |
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Sunday September 15, 2002 |
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Friday September 13, 2002 |
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I’m so sick of flakes. They all need to be put on a deserted island and left there so they can’t leave. What is that about anyways? Is it a genetic retardation in some people to just make plans and cancel at the last minute? Something better came up? Wow, what a way to make the person you had plans with feel like a complete winner in your life. We live in such a funny world of people all absorbed with themselves. Stepping out of their boundaries only if it will do something for them. What ever happened for doing something nice for others, just because? PEOPLE SUCK! That’s my feeling today. Oh yeah, here’s some poetry ramblings too.
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Thursday September 12, 2002 |
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Wednesday September 11, 2002 |
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Tuesday September 10, 2002 |
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Monday September 9, 2002 |
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 Not
too much to really say since I was up late last night making cute little
graphics with Photoshop. Sometimes I forget what a complete geek I am. I
remember when I used to spend soooo much time on my computer and now I
really don’t do too much at home since I’m on one all day at work.
This site was fun to make though, even though I have to complain and say
it would be nice to see some hearty updates on the actual Butch Walker
site. What is he up to anyway? I don’t know, the updates are lacking
any oomph, I guess is what I’m saying. What do I want from them you
ask? I don’t know…maybe I’m just tripping. I think Butch should do
one of those chats that he used to do when he was in the Marvelous3. Get
some interaction with the fans that can’t go to his shows because he
isn’t touring in the area yet. Blah blah blah...I think Im just bored
right now..I have to much time to think |
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Sunday September 8, 2002 |
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I had this weird conversation with my mom today. She seems to think I am not spending my off time correctly. I love it. When I had nothing to do but stare at the walls and watch the seconds tick on the clock, I would here "you need to get out and do more." Now I get out and I do more. and I hear "you need to really think about how you are spending your time." As if I am shooting up heroin on a daily basis or hooking on Sunset. There is no pleasing some people, I guess. Sometimes I wish hanging up in the middle of a relatives rude conversation over the phone was just an acceptable practice. See, for most people, that would get the point across...but for me, well I would hang up and the person would call back asking if something was wrong with my phone and then they would continue with their BS.
Wow, I just realized I really had too much time on my hands tonight but damn I sure do entertain myself. I love me... sigh... |
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Not a whole lot to say today. Im feeling a bit off. I think I needed a little bit more sleep. I just feel all chick like. By that I mean..all PMS like….yeah…in other words: bitchy for no reason. YAY! Go hormones GO! |
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Tuesday September 3, 2002 |
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Finally, its Friday. This week felt entirely too long. I’m going out
of town this weekend so this journal won’t be updated for a few days.
I know, try to hold back the tears. A day without a Jen Bitch Journal
update is like a day without sunshine isn’t it? I’m listening to a
coworker describe all the different car accidents he has seen and been
in. Makes thinking about taking a driving trip later tonight all the
more soothing. Now he is giving driving tips. Ya notice the people who
seem to give all the advice are the worst at the shit they are talking
about? Like driving advice? There is a quote I read the other day that I
just love. It is so fitting for people who talk out their ass. *Don't
talk unless you can improve the silence* See, holding your tongue and
not speaking can be a good thing. I’ve said it before but really, some
people need to just shut up . I realized I haven’t done and real
religion bashing in awhile so here is a site I just found 
<--You
know this is extreme but who cant relate? I went out with my friends
last night to a party that was enlightening, being that we were the only
white people there in a room full of about 100 black guys watching
boxing. It was weird. We went out to some other clubs afterwards. I had
never been so it was fun to watch how hoochie girls can be and how
completely ape like men are. Not that I needed a night out in LA
to prove this to myself but it was very entertaining. Oh yeah, I have a
new and improved photo of my ex. I thought it was appropriate since I
have the graffiti car to the left here. This is what he looked like when
I knew him... 
cute huh? yeah well. this is him now 
I
got an instant message from that girl who was all into my ex. You may
recognize him from the photo to your left. The horns may be missing now
but trust me, that’s him in true form right there. Some women just
amaze me. Like this girl for example. Awhile back when she and I first
talked and I got the first clue my ex was a cheater, she would ask me
questions about him. Things he would say to her. I told her the truth
and she was shocked he lied to her. So now, it’s just insane to hear
her tell me she spoke to him some more just recently. I mean, she
deserves what she gets from him because she was warned. He on the other
hand deserves a nice butt love session from our local LA holding
facility, but that’s another journal entry for another day. But back
to the subject, Women are dumb. Myself included. I’ll admit I’ve
been an idiot when it comes to love. I think I’ve learned a bit after
this last experience with Satan here but I’m such a sucker. I guess
I’m just hopeful. You gotta take chances in life and get a few bruises
a long the way. What’s the point of living if you don’t put yourself
out there sometimes? I know I will get hurt again but it’s not the
first time or the last. When you find someone to love who loves you back
take a chance, what’s the worst that could happen? Most times you
learn something good or bad. That’s what life is. A learning process.
God, I don’t know what the cook put in the soup today but I’m all
full of 
I’m
feeling a bit weird today. My mind has been non stop the whole night.
It’s annoying. Ever have that where your brain just WONT relax? I
don’t know, I guess I feel like 2nd rate and it sucks. I’m a
priority for jack and shit it seems. Meanwhile Im making them a huge
priority. For what? Such a great feeling. Maybe I’m just being stupid
cuz I’m really tired, but my mind was just on overdrive last night. I
make time for others and they make shit for me. I get scraps of their
time. I will never for the life of me understand how I care for people
and always get shit on. ALWAYS!! Just makes me depressed really and feel
like I’m just here on earth to be tortured inside. Feeling a range of
shit emotions over and over. I guess this would be a great day to put
the lyrics to Numb up here. Cuz its how I feel.
Sunday
Sunday Sunday. As you can see from the comic here, I'm really looking
forward to work Monday. 
I'm
too nice. I have so many awful pushover traits. I need some sort of
asshole training course. I can hear it now on one of those late night
commercials for 
Yeah,
so its Thursday. Im glad this week is short but what a week its been.
Yesterday the company I work for laid (or is it lay’d) off like 18
people. Some were totally in need of a reality check but others well,
it was just shocking. Its weird how they let people go here. There are
no chances for saying goodbyes or anything. Its just POOF..their
offices are cleaned out, the lights are turned off..and that’s that.
It always wierds me out when this happens to one person, but to 18??
DAMN! You spend years waking up and going to work, seeing the same
faces, and they become apart of your life really..a part of your
routine..it just sucks. The ones that are still here just feel like a
bomb went off. Am I making more of this? Probably, but damn. So, lets
see what I can think of to lighten the mood of this entry. I know…ya
ever seen a man with boobs? I mean…BOOBS? There is this guy here who
is a temp who has manboobs. I swear to god I get the giggles when I
see him everyday. He also has the worst scowl on his face…like one
of those Orcs in Lord of the Rings. Yeah, I know Im going to hell for
being all critical of someone else. But whatever..Im sure someone is
tearing me down as I type so screw it.
