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June 30, 2004

Ok…first off…I have to say that I, in all fairness, do like some Good Charlotte songs…and I will admit, even some of Hillary Duffs music is catchy..but here is my issue..Let me start with Hillary Duff…when I hear her lyrics, it only confirms that there is a lot of meaningless crap being shared through the airwaves when others who put a little time and effort into their craft, are not being recongnized…What makes me think this way? Here are some lyrics from Hillary Duffs song…”So Yesterday”…”If the light is off, then its not on”. PURE CRAP..and of course this is in that climax of the song where the music is building into something really emotional…and boom…crap lyrics. OK..so onto Good Charlotte. I like pop rock. I know…I should be ashamed of myself..but at any rate..one thing that annoys me…when bands say they love god and then get on TV shows being bleeped for telling someone to Fuck off (i.e…MTV Punked). Here are the lyrics that I mean…” Well I came in the door,yeah I said it before, I never let the stress get me down no more, Giving thanks to the Lord, you know I pray every day, Give shouts to my peeps and this is what we say”……I think people just shouldn’t have religion on a conditional string in songs.I mean…these lyrics don’t even fit in my opinion…But hey, for all I know, Im being really bias and judgmental and maybe the Good Charlotte boys do pray everyday and really do give thanks…good lord …Where am I going with this?

June 27, 2004

So Papa Johns Pizza has this special where if you buy a certain pizza, they will deliver a dvd…of your choice….lets just review the options…Don Juan..hmm..not too bad…Johnny Depp is cool…Trial and Error..hmm..a young Charlize Theron and Jeff Daniels movie Ive never heard of…..or Weekend at Bernies..what the hell kind of choice is this? Shouldn’t Weekend at Bernies really be destroyed by now? Is there any reason why copies of this movie are in circulation? Seriously…I love the caption with the ad that says…”collect them all”… yeah cuz god knows you can’t get these movies ANYWHERE ! Weekend at Bernies is the kicker for me..that just cracks me up..

June 26, 2004

I love the controversy surrounding this movie. Isn’t it interesting that the same people saying this movie is full of lies are the same people who went to see a man tortured for two hours in Passion of the Christ. We live in an interesting America. I remember posting (although the post got lost) about Bush's comments on "this is not our America" when the pictures of prisoners being tortured came out. I think Bush is delusional. "Our America" spends millions to watch violence and torture. We send our soldiers to war where they are enduring barbaric conditions and expect them not to create barbaric and questionable acts. War in itself is barbaric, is it not? We teach our children not to hit and have police cars with bumper stickers saying, "stop the violence" yet what do we do to other countries who dont do it our way? We bomb them. Michael Moore is awesome for putting his point of view out there. I love that we live in a time where movies like his can be seen. I saw this movie last night and there was a lot to take in. It made me literally sick to my stomach afterwards. Not because of any violence, but because of our government that rules for its own selfish profit over the people it is supposedly in place to serve. Its a powerless feeling. A leader who lacks confidence when he speaks and seems to appear like a child in daddy's dress up clothes, stammering and stuttering through every single speech or press conference ever given. The controversy isn’t a movie that comes out with a contrasting point of view, its a president that takes the dollar more seriously than human lives.

June 25, 2004

Both of these things have inspired me to think one word... WHY?...OK wait...more than why...but thats the clean word.

June 20, 2004
I went for a walk the other day and saw this pamphlet laying on the ground. I don’t know why but it made me chuckle. Why is it that religious organizations think they are the answer to life’s problems? Sometimes I just don’t agree that god is THE answer. Not because I don’t believe in god or being spiritual, I just think that sometimes the answer isn’t a higher power, but common sense and logic! If you have a drug habit and see that your life is going to shit…hmm..maybe drugs aren’t the ANSWER for you? I don’t know..Whats worse? Being addicted to drugs and alcohol or being addicted to a religion that tells others whats wrong with them and how their religion is right and you are wrong? I don’t think all who follow a spiritual teaching are bad off, in fact, I think it can be really great to have that basis in your life. I think that there are just too many who follow without thinking about what they are doing or saying. Never questioning what they are being told. Whats that saying? Lord please save us from your followers? Anyway…another Monday of scrapbooking calls awaits…oh the joy…the thrill of middle aged housewives freaking out over paper. I cant wait for tomorrow.
June 19, 2004
So, I noticed something and it’s been bugging me for some time. I’ve noticed that when I go to a restaurant now days, there are about 4 different people who serve my table. Its no longer one person who is there to bring drinks and food but 4 or more. There is the host who seats me, the person who gets my drink, then the person who brings me my appetizer and then the person who brings the main course….and don’t dare ask the wrong one for a refill or its mad dog central. Anyway…at my new job, I have a boss who is pregnant and just went on maternity leave. For her last day, the people at work wanted to have a surprise shower/send off. They wanted everyone to give money. I don’t know, I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. Im not fond of this woman at all. She is very two faced. I felt like if I gave money, I was being phony. Sure I care that she has a healthy baby, I mean it’s not the baby’s fault that mom is all bitched out, I just felt weird giving money to someone who talks shit about me. Am I wrong? I guess Ive just come to a point in my life where I don’t feel like going along with everyone else and faking happiness for someone. I mean, Im cordial to this person but Im not going out of my way. She is just so high school to me.
June 14, 2004
I would love to say I have something thrilling to report, but I don’t. I’ve become the most annoying person at work. Have you ever seen the movie Office Space and the overly cheerful receptionist? I swear that is who I become when I answer calls. I want to shoot myself! Im so NOT like the bubbly person. Im more cynical and sarcastic. I think my brain is being warped by scrapbooking calls at work. If you know someone who scrapbooks, trust me, something is seriously flawed in their brains. Not all…but most…flawed… Anyway…I noticed a few things lately that I haven’t had a chance to write about…ONE..what is the deal with Ben Stiller movies? He seems to have unlimited cashflow for making movies that suck. Why is this happening? TWO..why is the band Queen now using music in ads for Viagra? Is this cool? Im lost. I would think a band like Limp Bizkit would be more appropriate. THREE…how many more low carb items are going to come out? We have low carb pizza for godsake and coke now has their low carb crap. Its all too much…whats next?
June 4, 2004
I thought I would update my site a bit over the next week since I don’t have school. I was messing with using frames last night and accidentally deleted my May section of my journal. I guess its good I didn’t write too much and lose a lot. I came into work this morning and overheard some messed up gossip. I seriously think some women are defective. Ok..not some…most! Why can’t they just get along with each other instead of bringing each other down over jealousy and insecurity? It amazes me. Every office is the same. Same bullshit, just under a different roof and company name. I always love those people who talk mad shit and act friendly to your face, and even more so when it’s women who are in their 40s!!! What the fuck is that? Did they not have a childhood or go to high school? I thought I was happy with this job but now I’m not sure. I don’t want to get into the same rut of bullshit like the last one I had. I’m just disgruntled today. I was trying to think why it bothered me so much. Maybe it’s the fact that what was said, wasn’t true…or that Im not confronted face to face with peoples problems with me…or that I just lack that asshole quality and am jealous of those who gossip. Who knows…todays thought for me is people suck!
June 3, 2004
So, I thought I would be all cute and add some photos using frames on my page. An hour later with everything I wrote for May GONE..Im really happy about the decision*insert sarcasm here*