I never thought the day would come
when I would see you
as anything more
than the cool guy I knew from before
but now,
strange as it may seem,
You look somehow different to me
Not in the face,
or the height
no - not any of that
But it's like....
I feel differently around you
Don't get me wrong
But now I kind of wonder
What are we anymore?
Friends?
Best Friends?
Buddies?
or am I wrong again?
I don't think that anything has changed with you
You still treat me the same normal way
But I'm too scared of myself
and my feelings
I can't tell you yet
Maybe not at all
Not like you'd really understand anyway
Because to you
I'm just the girl
The pal
the bud
the sidekick,
whatever I am to you
or maybe I'm nothing at all
but no matter what
i can't stop what is happening
even if you'll never know

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