Why Is He So Far?

July 14, 1999

Out of the other two guys who were in my previous thoughts, both of whom I like very well, I have found the most perfect guy for me. He is the most wonderful guy ever, not a serious fault that I can find. Maybe just the fact he never e-mails me anymore and the real big one is he is in VEGAS!!! Now for some of you that may not present a problem, but I am in OHIO!!! He is caring, honest and very trustworthy. He makes me smile when others can’t and when he says everything is going to be ok, I believe him. He has this laugh that is just the best, and if I go a few days without hearing his voice, I miss it. He understands me. He understands what I am feeling and he knows just what to say to make the bad feelings better. He could be my one true love, but he is in Vegas. One day we will meet I know it and it will be the most wonderful time of my life.....maybe in PA huh? Anyways, one of the best things about him though is that he loves me, he tells me he loves me.....And even though it is just as friends that is ok because that is how I love him. But he is not afraid to tell me he loves me even if his sword-swinging brother is in the room. And that is special, makes me feel special.