I Like Him!

July 11, 1999

There is this guy, well to tell the truth we had always been friends but I never noticed him. Before I realized I liked him we use to see eachother all the time. Now that I like him and he knows it, and well from what I hear likes me too. We can never seem to cooridinate times to meet. He went to church camp once already and the night before he left me for that whole week we were supposed to go out and well we didn’t find eachother at the festival thing. And then we see eachother when he gets back and he is hugging me and everything it was great. So we see eachother one more time swimming, he wants to hug me and another guy steps in his way. I don’t like the other guy. So we don’t hug. This past Friday we were going to go out.....nothing. Last night I called to invite him to watch movies (my parent’s were gone).........nothing.........he wasn’t home. So I am starting to get discouraged, maybe I should just let things be, I mean if he would want to be around me he would try. But then again I think, he was so excited to see me. So I have a plan, as luck would have it today he leaves for another church camp, another week without him.......arrghhh.....I am going to scream. When he gets back we will go out, we have to. We owe it to ourselves, ya know? It is so weird how we can never seem to get together now that I like him. It’s like when you look for something when you need it and can’t find it but when you don’t need it and could careless if you find it, that is the first thing you will find. Makes sense, right?