That's what I keep telling myself. It has no basis, other than what I have created from what has been at times, this replete thought process of mine.

There have been days, where I have thought of the most unexpected additions to it. Very unexpected. I am thinking on going forth with it, but that is for way later. When the time comes, I will present a scenario and if you think it should be added, I will ask that you tell me to continue on in that respect.

I have actually written a lot more than what is available now. It's just out of context and has to be placed accordingly. You'll tell that by the dates, if you even bother to pay attention to that aspect. I don't blame you if you don't.

Of course, there is the telling of the fact that there will times when it gets explicit, you know, in a sexual way. I admit, I do not do well with that. I have a hard time even writing out those kinds of words and do try to keep it as clean as I can. We'll see what the concensus is on that, but don't say I didn't warn you.

Also, this may come as a shock to some of you, that I have written a story about two people whose age differences are quite evident. Some of you will know where I am coming from. Some of you will understand and even possibly commiserate with me. I hope so. I truly, honestly do.

My inspiration, well, that will be easily noticed for those of you who have an affinity with a certain very talented, very sexy, very beautiful musician. Even if you don't, there are some who will know who I am inspired by simply by the main male characters name. I put one and two together and that's where his name came from. If you know, drop me a line, if not and you want to, do the same. I'm being a bit enigmatic here, but I like my mystery.

I would like it to be told as well, that though you may be aware of the inspiration of the main male character and who he is, plus the fact that he has brothers, does not mean I wished to call them by their given names. I changed them for a reason as it is not to be so much about them, who they are and what they represent, but for how they inspire me and some of the way that they appear.

Me? Well, I am not the main female character in the story. I wouldn't mind being her, but alas, I am not. I am just a rather strange girl from New York who just happens to have a passion for writing. And that includes all kinds of writing, no matter what the form.

Now, here's my request: If you have ideas, if you think you could fill in spaces that I have left out, if you think you can make these two main characters come more alive, let me know, send me thoughts, ideas, concepts, whatever. I am open to all suggestions. I won't lie and say I will use them all, but I will at the very least, thank you and use what I feel fits in best with the story.

That's part of the reason I wrote this story. To elaborate with the feelings and thought processes of others. If I get not a single thing sent to me, that's okay as well. I'll keep on writing and making it the best it can be.

For the time being, read the story and hopefully, you will like what you see. Talk to me about it, if you feel so moved. I'll add more as it comes to me, but will not be trapped in saying when I will update and add another "connection." Anyone who writes, knows it is not always easy to keep up with churning out the goods. Life happens and as another famous blonde has said: "Life is inevitable."