Rollin On Emotion

been thru a lot of emotions 2nite
a crazy rollercoaster no matter how hard i try
i wont win cuz i cant fight the highs
that's when tears start falling out my eyes
not cuz of my lows but cuz i don't stand tall
head down, eyes shut 4 the Shadows of Shame
i dint want 2 ride, should've gone 2 the bar
just give me 1 last shot, at last call
gettin drunk, i get 2 be anything i feel
its a soberin sight, feelin so unreal
i must live in a London fog, cuz i cant see
but i can if i could handle whats inside of me
i committed in the world blindness is a crime
so my heart is innocent but my brain pays a guilty fine
i've been sentenced and imprisoned in the state of insanity
i prayed God would give me the death penalty
shit, 25 to life, make a deal wit the devil
charge the world in exchange for my mind
cuz i cant stand doin time for crimes i cant see
and DEAR LORD all i want is 2 be free