center> Say Anything - Chapter 3

*5 Months later | October*

Jina fiddled with her head set as she sat on the plane from NYC to Maryland. She wasn't sure if she had changed or not from her therapy, she didn't believe she did. The only reason she actually went was to get away from Joel. She got out because she basically faked being well but no drinking or smoking was killing her she needed some when she got back. Her NFG cd started to play as she layed her head back and closed her eyes.

The sounds of kids laughing and the smell of fear filled Jina's head. She looked down the long hall way of blue lockers. She was wearing tight jeans and red black low top converses and The Clash T-shirt. She carried her history text book down the hall way. It was 7th period and time for lunch. Jina made her way to her locker. Thinking the combination in her head she stopped to hear laughter.

" ell well if it isn't Jina the new girl", some guy murmered. She turned around to see a football player. His name was Tod Winkins and he was wearing his red and white football jacket. He looked like any member from NKOTB. It definitly wasn't freshman friday she knew that so why were they going to pick on her now.

"What do you want Tod?", she questioned looking at the senior who was twice the size of her.

"I wanna fool around later", he told her as he grabbed her. She dropped her text book and looked up at him.

"Heard you were smok'n some pot and i figured id see if you had any s*it for me.. and also since we'll both be high we can have s*x", he grabbed her tighter. He felt up her shirt and she tried to get away but he had a grip on her. Everyone stood around laughing as he began to undo her bra strap in the middle of the hallway.

Benji and Joel came walking down the hall way on their way to lunch.

"Oo fight?", Benji questioned. Benji and Joel were pretty unpopular themselfs and didn't like getting picked on my the jocks. Joel and Benji ran toward the crowd and looked to see what was happening.

"Come on baby you know you like it", he had her bra in his hands and was twirling it around on his pointer finger. He went to go unzip her pants.

"Hey Benj isn't that Billy's cousin?", Joel questioned slicking his hair down.

"Yeah that's Jina alright", he stated. Joel began to walk toward the controversie.

"Joel dont you know Tod can kick your a*s", Benji stated.

"Benji I know what im doing". Benji put his hands up and watched his brother go toward the problem.

"HEY TOD WHAT THE F*CK DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING?", he questioned. Tod through Jina into a locker and threw her bra in her face. She held onto her arm in pain because when he threw her into the locker she tried to stop her head from hitting and she hit her arm hard. Tears were welding in her eyes.

"O looky itz poor boy Joel F*cking im a freak Madden", he laughed and so did the rest of the school.

"You didn't answer my question F*ck face, what do you think your doing?".

"Benji whats going on?", Billy came up behind Benji. His long hair covered some of his face as he looked into the crowd.

"Is that Jina?", he asked.

"Yeah... whats she doing on the floor and why is her bra on top of her and what does Joel think he's doing?", BIlly questioned about to step in.

"Billy dont you go for it to, he was sexually harassing her and Joel is trying to..".

"Alright boys and girls shows over", a young Ms. Thomas stated. She had short red hair and blue eyes. All of the boys were in love with her. Everyone obeyed her.

"Your F*cking lucky Madden that Ms. Sexy stoped this becuase your face would be smashed into that f*cking locker", Tod stated as him and his friends laughed . Ms. Thomas dragged Tod into the AA office and threw him in a seat.

"Jina, Im Joel Im Billy's friend are you okay?", Joel kneeled down to see her. She had tears streaming down her face and her arm was sweling.

"Jina!", Billy yelled as he ran over to her Benji trailed behind him.

"Billy I wanna go home", she sobbed. Billy grabbed her bra and picked her up to take her to the nurse. He had her put her arm around him as he picked her up.

"Joel be careful next time", Billy stated as he walked away with Jina. Joel watched Jina go by.

"We are now arriving in the Baltimore Washington International Airport thank you we hope you enjoyed our flight", Jina woke up as the plane landed. She packed away her head phones and proceeded off the plane. Walking into the airport felt weird. She grabbed her bags on the convear belt and walked over to a seat to wait for Billy.

"Hey Jee", Billy stated. She lifted her head. Her reddish hair shone(spelling?) in the sun light.

"Hey Billy", she smiled standing up and giving him a hug. He had on his Level 27 shirt and dark pants.

"Listen I'll take you home then we're gonna meet up with Benj and Paul at the bar how does that sound?", Billy questioned.

"Great", Jina told him with a smile. Billy grabbed Jina's bags and walked to the car.

"I'll be right out, you sure you dont want to come in?", she questioned Billy as she grabbed her stuff from the back. Billy nodded with a smile. Jina walked inside her house. The white paint was pealing off the walls. She walked right up the stairs which was in line with the door. She walked up the creaky wooden stairs to her place. She opened the door and looked down at the yellow tile and white kitchen. She walked into the white liviing room with the old furniture and down a hall way with wooden floors which led her her room on the end. She changed into a black and red skirt with pins, and a short sleved black shirt fishnets and boots. She looked at herself in the mirror that lay against her blue wall by the window. She sighed and grabbed her pocketbook locked the door and got into Billy's blue car.

"JINA!", Benji ran over to her as her and Billy walked into the bar.

"He Benj", Benji gave her a hug.

"Figured I'd wait for you to chug", he smirked.

"Im ready", she smiled. Benji directed her over to the bar. She grabbed his arm and they walked over to the bar. Billy sat next to Jina and him and Paul coutned down.

"ON YOUR MARKS GET SET GO!!!", Billy yelled. Jina grabbed the little glass and began to chug them down. Benji kept looking at her as he grabbed more and more.

"How many does Benji have Paul?", Billy asked.

"15", he stated.

"Jina's on 20", Billy stated. 2 minutes later it was tied up 25 to 25. Jina and Benji both looked at each other. They both had smirks on their faces. Jina grabbed the glass and gulped it down and so did Benji.

"Okay guys that enuff it's a tie", Paul stated.

"Yeah.. hic.. thats definitly.. hic...a tie", Jina stated giggling and hic uping and the same time.

"Jee do you feel like your going to be sick?", Benji asked as he begun to get the hic ups.

"Yeah", she smirked as they both raced to the bathroom.

Jina and Benji walked out at the same time. He fixed his spikes. Jina looked around to see Joel except he wasn't alone. There was a girl who was about 5'6 and had long blonde hair. She was dressed in a sun dress and had on white sandles. Jina's smile turned to a frown.

"Jina that was......", Benji stopped to notice the anger on her face.

"Whats up girl?", he questioned.

"F*CK HIM!", She screamed.

"Who Jina", Benji looked over to see his brother making out with the girl he had met on tour over the summer. She was visiting him for a while. Joel looked over and them and Jina ran back into the bathroom.

"Shit! Jina come back out here", Benji stated he didn't think it was polite to walk into the bathroom.

"JINA!", Billy ran over to the bathroom and made his way in. Jina was standing there with a sharp object that she found from somewhere it was placed close to her wrist.

"Jina what are you doing didn't you get help?", Billy walked closer to her.

"BILLY IF YOU COME ANY CLOSE ILL F*CKING KILL MYSELF! I SWEAR STEP THE F*CK BACK!", she screamed. Angry and hurt tears poured out of her eyes.

"Jina put what ever that is in your hand down please, just forget about Joel you need to move on", Billy stated.

"We never broke up how do I move on?", she questioned him. Billy looked down.

"Just put the object down", he told her calmly. She obeyed and ran up to her cousin and just fell into his arms. BIlly held her for a few minutes. A few minutes later Benji appeared in the girls bathroom. He looked around at the pink room and down at the pink tile.

"SLEEP OVER AT THE MADDEN HOUSE!", Benji called.

"Listen Jina Joel wont be home tonight I dont think you can sleep over you can wear one of my shirts this time and we can watch movies",Benji offered. She straightened herself out and looked at Benji.

"I'd love to, what about Paul".

"Im coming too", he stated from behind Benji.

"Now everyone's in the girls room", Jina smirked.

"Hey ive never been in a girls bathroom before let me check out a stall", Paul stated. He went into one of the pink colored stalls and closed the door.

"Hey this is cool im going to take a s*it*", Paul stated.

"Shhhhh", Billy stated sneaking out. Jina and Benji followed.

"Hey guys my s*it stinks", he stated.

"Guys?", Paul questioned. He flushed the toilet and walked out to see some brown haired girl putting her make up on.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!", she screamed. She picked up her purse and began to hit Paul and he ran out of there and the gilr was screaming. He noticed Billy, Jina, and Benji laughing their a*ses off on the other side of the bar.

"That wasn't funny you guys", Paul said as they all walked out of the bar.

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