*Next Day*
Joel and the guys were coming round to Mattys for a meal, oviously I was gonna be their and so was Mack'
I put on my white halter top and cut off red trousers my hair down.
"Their here Amy!" Matty yelled up the stairs I ran downstairs and opend the door
"Hiya!" I exclaimed, we all greeted each other and sat down in the living room. Benji and Mack' were talking, Billy and Matty were talking, Me, Paul and Joel were talking.
"Dinners ready," Matty announced bringing in the dinner
*After the dinner*
Everyone was drinking, apart from me and Joel. By the time it was 12:30 everyone was sleeping me and Joel whisperd some love shit then...
"Joel....come with me a min'" I took him up into Matthews room he sat down on the edge of the bed as I began to get undressed...so did he.
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"Amy, do you still want me?" I looked at him
"I dunno,"
"You just slept with me and you dunno if you want me still?"
"Joel! I never fuckin' got over you! I told Benj I went on anti-depressents when I came to England, I started to cut I wanted you soooo bad. Then you come back and i'm with Matthew! Get over it!" I was getting bitchy, I began to dress myself
"So you still love me?" we were getting emotional
"Yes, but im with Matty, so we can't date," I told him
"What the fuck? We just had sex!"
"I know," I started to cry then I put my hand on the door handle
"If you open that door it will tell me its over for good," I hesitated then I turned the door handle I turned round and looked at his puppy dog eyes and closed my eyes for a moment...
"Awww Amz don't leave!" Joel was pleading me to stay with him
"Baby I have to! My mum will wonder where I am!" I laughed
"But my mom's not in, just one more time please?" his puppy dog eyes were so irrisitable
"Ok!" I dived back on to bed with him
..."Im sorry Joel," I walked out of the door shutting it behind me. I leaned on it for a moment as I began to cry
*Next Morning*
"Good mornin' Amy, looks like we had a sleepover," Matty laughed. I was feeling guilty from the night before
"Yeah...sure does," I looked around Mack' and Benji were asleep in each others arms, Paul was on the floor, Billy in the chair...no sign of Joel
"Were you all best friends at high school?" Matthew asked me I looked at him, gulped and told him
"Me and Joel....well lets just say he was my first love," Matty looked at me shocked
"Oh...erm...well he left a note saying he'd gone back to the hotel," Matty gave me the note
Dear Amy,
Im sorry, I've gone back to the hotel,
If we don't see each other again,
We minght do If you look at Mackenna and Benji ha,
But if we don't see each other again good bye.
Lots of love
Joel
A tear fell down my cheak
Mackenna gave a small grown as she turned over, we both looked at her, then I looked at Benji. I could see Joel in Benji it was hard to look at him I kept having flashbacks of my life with Joel
"Jess, when you and Benji get married me and Joel can!" Me and Jessie laughed
"Ya! Like a jointed wedding?"
"Yeah...ok....were acting like little kids know...."
"And your point is?" Jessie said sarcasticly. I looked at the picture on my bed side table of me and Joel smiling at the camera with our arms around each other
"I want a white wedding..." I said to myself a little too loud
"Amy! You need to get out more!"
I laughed to myself as I remembed that moment. I rememberd when me and Jessie would go all weird about our 'men' I hadden't spoke to Jess since I left the US.
*Joels POV*
I woke up in the hotel room a little heart broken about what happend the night before. I walked into the bathroom and washed my face, brushed my teeth and sat on the sofa. 'Why did she do it?' I kept asking myself 'I love her and shes broke my heart, again'. It was my week and 3 days off in London, I was going to win her back...but my chances were running slim.
I decided to get a shower and get dressed and maybe go to the mall.
As I was walkined out of the room I bumped into Matty
"Erm...hey..." I was completly shocked to bump into him.