That night the girls were all at the apartment to rest from the crazyness of being a groupie. Jina was sitting in her room. She turned on her Something Corporate cd. They were one of the only bands they haven't slept with. She put on song #13 called You're Gone and layed her head down on her bed.
Taking steps back through the words I should
have said to you
they all got lost
you went away
well i feel sick and you just don't care anymore
anymore
I wish to be with you
minutes of me and you
and i can't feel this happening
so tie my hands back
and make me feel you coming down
coming down
and you don't care
your face is on a billboard
and your everywhere
you don't care much for interviews
your gone your gone your gone your gone
your gone your gone your gone your gone away
if you don't like being hurt then please don't stay
its hard to wave goodbye from aeroplanes
when i just don't think that you can see I taper off
and say its never worth the pain but some time it is
and you don't care
your face is on a billboard and your everywhere
you don't care much for interviews
your gone your gone your gone your gone
your gone your gone your gone your gone away
if you don't like being hurt then please don't stay
if you don't like being hurt then please don't stay
gotta wish that i could make this ride wish
that there was something worth the time for her to give to me
a phone call from LA is my present
there is nothing left for me to give
I wish I could
and I know that I should but
you know I know I won't
and you don't care
your face is on a billboard
your everywhere
you don't care much for interviews
your gone your gone your gone your gone
your gone your gone your gone your gone away
if you don't like being hurt then please don't stay
if you don't like being hurt then get away
if you don't like being hurt then please don't stay
"Hey did you guys know we had a message?", Heather questioned. She had gotten up in an attempt to find some food any food would have been good.
"No play it see who it is", Ashley said turning her head towards Heather. Heather pressed play on the black answering machine.
"Should we tell her?", Heather looked around at Allie and Ashley.
"Yeah it's only the right thing to do, he's probually wondering where the hell she is", Heather stated.
"Would you like to talk to her Ash?", Heather questioned.
"Me why me, I hate serious conversations and I'll end up yelling at her again", Ashley said.
"You two really need to get over this groupie thing and we should just go back to before the PACT when we never fought", Allie spoke up.
"Allie's right Ash". Ashley knew it was true but she was too stuborn to admit the whole thing especially since she herself had fallen for a member of GC.
"I'll do it!", Heather stated as she walked over to Jina's room to hear the lyrics to Globes and Maps blasting.
"Jee?", Heather softly knocked on the door as she opened it. Jina was laying down facing the other way. Heather walked over to her stereo and turned it down. Jina turned around to look at her.
"There's a message on your machine from Joel. Do you wanna talk?", Heather questioned.
"Not really Heather but thanks for the offer".
"Well all know you've liked Joel for the longest time, don't hide it anymore. Listen I realized something the other night sleeping with anyone else doesn't compare to Benji and his presents. Im srue you feel that way about Joel so just go for it, break the PACT remember if we all break it, it wont exist", Heather told her. Jina smiled and gave Heather a hug. She walked down the hallway and to the answering machine. She slowly pressed play not wanting to hear the message he left her. She felt everyone's eyes focused on her.
"Do it Jee call him",Ashley gave her a reassuring smile. Jina looked at all of them.
"Jina stop f*cking around and do it",Heather laughed. Jina smiled at her. She picked up the phone and began to shake as she dialed Joel's cell. She had never been more nervous in her life.
The GC boys were all hanging around the z100 studio during a few commercials.
"Who's cell is that?", Cubby one of the interviewers asked.
"Sorry that's mine I'll be right back okay?", he stated getting up out of the gray swirley chair and walking out into the hallway by a window. He looked down at the caller ID to see a firmilar number.
"Hello", a firmilar voice came on the other line and Jina just wanted to melt.
"Joel, it's Cadee", she frowned.
"Oh hey", he sounded not too happy to hear from her or was she being paranoid.
"Im sorry did I call you at a bad time, I just got your message and I....".
"It's okay Ive been waiting for your call", he told her. Jina sighed in relief.
"Jee ask him if they boys can hang here tonight?",Allie tugged on Jina's shirt like a child. Jina nodded.
"Okay.... this is really aquward", Jina stated.
"Yeah.. umm how about I come over after the show we should be about a half an hour more.. so I can be there by 11:30 is that okay or maybe we can talk tommorow if thats too late".
"No Joel thats fine, um.. the girls want you to bring the others if they dont mind coming",Jina said.
"Oh okay I'll pitch them the idea see you in a little while", he told her as he hung up.
"What did he say?", Ashley questioned.
"He said he'll pitch the idea to the guys", Jina said.
"Jee you dont look happy about this at all isn't this what you wanted?", Ashley looked at Jina who looked like she was about to lose herself.
"Im sorry guys, im a f*cking baby but, this is going to be soo hard to do", she told them.
"I know it is but once it's all out everything will work out", Heather reminded her putting her arm around Jina.
"I hope so", Jina said with a smile.
"Guys group hug", Allie stated with her arms open. The girls all got into a group hug and then rushed around the house cleaning up for the guys.
"Oh hi Joel where is everyone?",Heather questioned answering the door.
"There playing on the elevator they found something exciting about going up and down, you better go and fetch your boys",Joel warned them.
"Lets go!", Ashley excaimed as they all leaped out of the room. Jina heard all of the commotion and slowly walked out of her room. She saw Joel and she just wanted to run into his arms. As he walked over to her she felt herself start to shake.
"Hey", he had a warming smile.
"Lets go in my room",Jina said. Joel eagerly followed behind her.
~*~
"HAHA!",Benji,Billy, and Paul stated as the elevator door opened and shut as they road it back down every time they came up they'd say haha and shut the door again.
"Guys your going to break the elevator losers",Ashley stated.
"Im not the loser you are you dork!",Paul smirked. Ashley looked over at Billy who stepped out of the elevator she had never seen him look so good he was wearing a black sweater with some type of red shirt underneith cuz she could see his colar.
"Woah Billy", Ashley looked at him up and down.
"You like?", he asked runing his hands down his straight hair.
"Me like", she smiled.
"BENJJJJJJ!",Heather yelled and ran up to him jumping ontop of him throwing him back in the elevator.
"You two are goin for a ride",Paul pressed a botton and watched as the doors closed.
"paul your soo evil", Allie stated.
"Come on we'll leave Heather and Benj in the elevator and we'll have our party inside", Ashley stated as they walked towardss the apartment.
Jina sat down on her bed she felt a little tension in the room as Joel sat next to her.
"You look tense you alright?", he looked at her as he rubbed her shouldures. Jina shut her eyes.
"So Jordan never talked to you?", Jina questioned opening her eyes again. She tunred around and sat indian style facing Joel.
"No, he didn't and he told you I said I don't have feelings for you because your a groupie and...".
"You only sleep with me for pleasure",she added. Joel nodded.
"That's not true it's never been true", he took her hands and looked into her eyes.
"Joel ever since the first time we met Ive been so attracted to you. I mean yeah Ive been attracted to 10 million other rock stars and what not but you I dont know what it was I wanted to be with you every time you came to NY when you weren't here i went f*cking crazy, she laughed a little.
"I have these weird feelings for you Joel that Ive never felt for anyone, and I really hate it! because I knew I couldn't tell you and it was so hard".
"Cadee your the best person Ive ever met, your so pure yet so crazy and all that. But your Cadee and Ive been love sick for you for months now after Warped tour this summer it became clear to me that I wanna be with you! I dont care if your a groupie I just want to be with you and I wasn't sure if it was okay with you.. but now that I know I wanna take a chance with it see where it goes",he told her. Jina looked at him and grabbed him. She felt Joel rubbing her back. She looked up at him and kissed him. He gently pushed her down on the bed and began to take her clothes off.